wah sei.. another night spent online piahing work.. but at least im making progress.. rite? totally.. am 1/2way thru my 1st analysis liao.. making the font super big and using double spacing.. ;) such a cheater lah. but aiyah heck liaoz.. 1st submission onli.. can redo everything when we get it back and (hopefully) have more time..

tues got chem SPA.. dunno wat to study oso.. rmb i brought tb home on fri cos xy reminded me.. in the end nvr study oso.. sheesh lol. have to lug e book back to sch.. ladeedah. when are we getting back our chem test ah btw. :/

hai a lot o ppl gettin stressed lately.. ): haii. to all those who think that sch work/cca/other commitments are owning you, just learn to let go.. relax for a moment.. enjoy what you do.. have a good sleep.. and when you've done that, pick up your duties one by one again and learn to cope. (: i'm sure you can do it :D

i dunno whether i shd b stressed anot lah.. im q happy the way it is now.. being very slack and all. whoops. not suppsoed to be though hahas. but aiyah. just sleep a little later.. so long you aren't majorly failing anything.. to me its just chill. (: some last minute piahing and everything will be fine. (: come on everyone's piahing along w u! :D kay not supposed to encourage las min work here.. ;)

oh well i shdn't be wasting more time here..

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edit;; 02:47
wow i actually can do it.. (: but look at the time man.. die. dun need to slp liaoz wah sei.. ytd used com for soooo long in the end all i did was to find my 5 散文s for portfolio.. stupid me lah.. picked a theme such as 雨..rain.. hahas.

today woke up not v early oso. supposed to wake up at 7 in the end woke up 8.30. haii. have to hurry do my 前言 and cover page and all the 分析s before 12 if possible.. cos leaving at 1 (: go jinny's house do julius caesar. lol.

n i just realised stupid me gave myself a part with NO cassius speaking AT ALL. >< and were doing on cassius's persuation speech lah! sheesh. i was 1/2aslp when giving out e parts i think -.-; so yeah.. just gonna randomly do.. something. :/

gg tkd right aft jinny's house yay :D think 156 shd work lah. yay tkd (: today gt cca. as usual.. so tired lah.. actly slept during cca. sorz. ): haii. i miss my guitar so much :P am gnna get it back tml.. :D gt lesson tml! gnna slack agn.. hehex.

damn stress lah.. gt so many things on my mind.. and don't feel like doing anything.. just wanna slack my day off.. haii. feel so screwed. n im nt gnna reply anyone's sms liao. ): gnna bao. so sad.

screwed. ):

painted CUTTYSARK. (: happy

edit;; 24feb 18:47
just realised im nt good at writing depressing stuff. so i deleted everything. whoo. anw im usually okay by e nxt day liao loh.. den when i see wat i wrote ill be like.. er xin. :/ today was. :/

had chinese test.. think i did okay just tt i din do the last qn.. -.-; and screwed some qns cos not enuff time. wah so zai lah. damn. e front e marks weightage lik scary lah.. one MCQ is like 4 marks.. o___O and a usually 2 marks qn suddenly became 6 marks.. so scary ><

den for eng we extended 15 mins into recess. was watching/listening to Les Misérables. mrs soh brought her dvd to let us watch (: it was so nice lah! wanna borrow frm her. hehe. (:

Do you hear the people sing?
Singing a song of angry men?
It is the music of a people
Who will not be slaves again!
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the drums
There is a life about to start
When tomorrow comes!

mrs soh's fav part. LOL.

den geog.. slacked again. did research and finished ppt. (: we are the nice and the guai. duh. :D

maths.. finally lah.. i heck her teaching liao.. i just try to understand everything my way.. dun care abt e way she teaches.. and i get it! like ttly. ((: i rock sia. maths rocks again! WHOO

den had assembly aft lunch.. another talk abt sec4 lsc.. hvnt bought dress lah.. maybe shall just heck n wear my sis one.. just tt i think it sucks XP wahhaa. who ask me shoulder so big. ):

mom bought new phone.. nokia 6111.. same as sis just tt hers is pink lol. XD forced her to get pink.. if not same as sis. AGAIN. haiz. so unoriginal. XD i still love my fone man.. sony eric k700i! <3 yeah man. ((:

den went j8 to buy stuff.. n stuff.. got hairband(: can return min hers liao lolz. went popular to stare at comics.. i rlly wanna buy lah!! 5 bux each tho.. damn broke lah.. wanna save up and buy.. but i also want a zen neeon. ): haiz. i shall get the zen 1st lah. XD i FINALLY saw a real one today lah.. din noe it was SO SMALL. zomg. <3 so pretty... pretty... pretty... ((:

whee cca tml. but gonna talk abt light design by bb lee i think. aiyah sianzzz. hope i dun fall aslp :/ min lets go running! :D ytd reached home arnd 6:30... slept... woke up today at 5.

wat a pig. ): hahas im gnna change my template agn soon.. and qing tian still rox.. ladeedah (: whoo i changed it XD niceyz. spent so long finding e perfect template.. then change tagb colours etc.. and edit info.. wah sei waste time lah. ): woops.

anyway.. e prev post was so random lah! geog lesson was 1.5 hr.. n we fin dng everything liao.. whoopees we rock sia. :D

today almost lost my wallet.. actually lost it lah.. on e bus.. on 74.. freaked out like mad. ): thx carolyn! for being there. (: and lending me some $$ to take bus home.. (: anw called my mom when reached home n told her directly.. :/ not too angry but yeah.. make me feel so guilty. ><

went to hougang interchange and FOUND MY WALLET! <3 never gonna let it go anymore. ^^ yay. i love my wallet.

i havent studied for chinese. a bit screwed but..... :/ sigh.. hi i am yantian!!!
hi i m meisiew!!!
we love den coz she is readin geog now!!! she so guai.... :P
tian: just now mei siew just commited a 'booboo'
meisiew: where got!!!@#@$@#
tian: she accidentally called ms rashidah loudly.
meisiew: haha. we r having a random chat here in den's post
tian: coz we finished our project yesterday! so pro rite?
meisiew: haha. we r guai ppl. 405 ppl are the best! hehe
tian: reminds me that yesterday we got lost in jurong... haiz... couldn't find the 3 empty flats... ask a few passer-bys and they apparently never read newspapers.
meisiew: ppl nowadays so not guai. they dun read the newspaper. not like us. i m so guai.
tian: haha. i agree. we only read newspaper if we have an assignment or we are forced to! BTW i am so "GLAD" that we got an E!!! marvellous deprovement!
meisiew: haha. tt is bad. e dun stand for exceptionally extra excellent class cleaniness. haha. like the 3R- recreational, relax and retreat. wahhaha. tt is wad i learn during chem lab:)
tian: lol yar... and now all our elements and ions are 'he's.. and also 'fellows'. can you imagine next time in chem test we write he/ she and fellows... or even jealous/ like....
den: lol like Br is jealous of I in KI and wants to be with K. XD
den: now shoo XP
meisiew n tian: nnooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! !@#@$!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!


ROFLMAO we are too bored during geog lah :D still got 1 more hr den end sch.. so sian lah ): later gt to go malay dance thingy oso.. lol.. still gt ch porfolio to piah aft sch.. okay siew just told me its due nxt week. :D whee i dun listen in class :D i <3 tian n siew too :D http://kevan.org/johari?name=bouncingsheep WHOOSH pls go! (:
this seems to be the in thing now. lol

hmms just had tkd just now.. so nice :D i wanna get double this grading! if i dun get.. will b quite gek. cos lately have been v enthu n doing everything w power n stuff.. shd b q good lah (: and also aft this a bit diff to get double liao hahas. lemme get it at lst once lah.. ;) yeh..

lala.. ch portfolio is such a screwup lah.. printer no ink so cant print.. at least found a good san wen site liao so can find all my stuff frm there.. so just left the analysing and the qian wen etc.. shd b can lah.. once i get someone to print for me.. lol.. dun think im gnna pass up tml.. sigh..

geog.. left 1/2 a qn to do.. me lazy :P fine i shall do it erm......... tml lah. anw geog last lesson ^^; tml gt pe.. tennis yay :D bleah hvnt blogged for e past two days.. supposed to lah.. got so many things to say.. heh (:

on thur night went to esplanade watch meng hui da tang.. dun rlly go there watch them dance lah.. but e music was superb (: and their props are also v good. :D overall the show looks nice lah hahas. but i was so tired! got cca before tt.. den almost fell aslp a few times in e show.. whoops :P

thur cca.. was like so blur lah ): rlly dunno whether i shd go ju ren or combined.. havent seen e combined scrip yet (now i have tho) so i dont rlly noe where to go.. if i go ju ren then im (kindof) assured a spot as one of e 5 main le.. but combined sounds more fun.. though need more commitment of time.. dunno if my studies can make it lah.. my marks kinda suck now.. sheesh!

hmms.. so on fri.. supposed to go for auditions.. for combined script.. so din go. :/ yeah. i hope i made the right choice lah.. i wanna pull up my chinese n geog marks right now.. nd i need to buck up on maths on my own.. so yeah.. cannot have too many things on my mind.. yupp.

rlly cant wait for production! and the march camp ((: and many other stuff. this yr's gonna be fun :D and i hope the fun would not be a burden on my marks.. need to read more chinese books! and yeah.. chinese needs to improve like mad.. bought 2 assesment bks on mi own accord.. hope can help me to change the way i think in chinese and know how to ans e qns.. i think my first term this yr was rlly bad enuff alr.. dun wanna make it worse.

learnt qing tian frm eileen on thur! ((: so nice hhas. now obssessed w tt song liao.. printed e chords... along w other songs.. once agn addicted to my guitar. yayness. (: guitar lessons still v sian tho.. i might consider quitting aft this.. cos he teaching basics all e time when e noobs come in.. so damn sian just sit dere.. was playing my qing tian. HEHEHE. :D

changed blog music (; no points for guessing wat song. lol hoho yesterday was vday (: i spent vday in CCA. XD sighz.

i only got one vday pres. but at least got pres. :D thx sher! ((:



its the GREEN BLOBBY THING. i seriously dunno what it is lol. but cute! ^^ its like this rubber ball filled with.... liquid. (: and i stupidly lost sher's card!! >

its called blob. im so uncreative ): so cute! ^^









cca.. auditions.. at 1st got into combined script.. but after much consideration.. i think id rather go for NY's script yeah.. thx yueqin for coming t talk to me ((: hahs. and min! we both shall jiayou in ju ren! (((: yehh.

my phys paper only 30/45.. not as i expected lah.. sigh.. got one qn she say must be 54degrees angle i oso noe it has to be budden i used my protractor's reading!! for refraction.. haiii. minus like a few marks cos of tt... STUPZ.

today was a happy day. ((: happy happy. <3 hmm. its alr 14th Feb.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <33

sadly i have a test on vday. sighh. stupid chem test lah. hmm am like totally unsure of some stuff but just gotta read up summore tml loh.. sucks alr man. naming organic compounds.. got prob w isomers... periodic table.. GpI not sure. air and atmos.. -.-

basically ill just go try my best lah.. dun want to fail agn lik my maths test. DAMN PISSED W MY MATHS TEST LAH. lik wth tts e 1st ever test i failed. )): and she STILL doesn't teach properly. T_T

my sis just gave me a toy story alien bu dao weng. (: but cam not w me cant take it lolx. its v cute! (((: whee alienz. haii. in sch nw and damn sian. our zuowen due date got postponed! yay :D later gt 1.5 hr maths.. sucky. then phys! want my paper back man.. and 1.5 hr geog.. haiiii. i think i ttly screwed my homeowrk... 2 mark anw is 2 lines long. 4 mark anw is one para. 3 mark ans is 2 para. 6 mark ans is almost a whole pg long. wow so proportionate man. -.- sheesh!

and I LIKE WALKING HONG BAO N MIN TO THE BUSSTOP AFT CCA AND TALKING TO THEM!!!! yay! (:

i feel so random. my pen just ran out of ink ):

tkd yesterday okay lah.. not many ppl went so quite sian.. taught this boy (sheesh forgot his name) pattern. yeah.. hes lik much better now compared to last yr.. so much more guai..(: and his ability to copy and follow improved! lol. (: actly managed to teach him e whole pattern lah yay. and i think this is my fave pattern so far lol. cos of the knife hand block. so cool :D its the same block tt the mummy on our class tee is doing!!! whee!

talking abt class tee. i love weided! the logo is lik damn zai lah. 405 NEVER DIES!! hahas. got this mummy there doing a KNIFE HAND BLOCK and looking like some martial arts pro whee! shall post e pic when i get home.. yupyup :D

cca auditions start TOMORROW!!! ((: hayy can someone help me do geog last qn? :/ 6 marks. im gonna crap it out lah.. and eng oso.. sheesh.. dun feel lik dng anything.. SO SLACK!! /slaps self/ later got tkd... cant wait... grrrr. yay! (: nice new layout. sadly not made by me cos i am lazy and i suck. :D my skillz are rusting like mad also so.. heh. nvm.

this layout cant read chinese! dun ask why. T_T i'm sad too. this means i can't type in ch anymore. sheesh irritating!

still got LOADS of stuff to do lah. stupz.
- eng summary
- eng compreh
- zao ju ws thingy
- chi portfolio
- eng portfolio
- ???

can't wait for cca nxt week! (: and tkd tonight. yay! oops. tt means i better start doing all my hw.. :/ i failed maths! wow. like erm. 22/50. yay. haiiii. better buck up man.. getting slacky! o_o erm. i heck abt maths liao lah. at the most retest loh... -.-; stup. and i think i lost my Amaths tb. howw? she keeps using e tb in class lah.. now not gonna listen/follow in class le. whoo. fail more. wait im alr failing when i listen to her. -.-

[this used to be a VERY LONG rant]
[i'm supposed to censor it]
[so it's gone]
[POOF!]
[(:]
[i'm like still pissed oh well]

uncle coming tml. happy! (: im like so gonna fail my maths test. for once. just had maths test jut now lah. so screwed can!!! can't do lik 1/2 e qns in e paper.. den it had so many lg n ln stuff which i TOTALLY AM NOT SURE OF cos my tr sucks -.-;;; sheesh lah i want mr ingham back ): or mr ng oso can. hahas. boohoo.

oh and there was like this (ppl say q easy) kinematics qn at the back which i didn't do which is lik worth 10 marks. which is 1/5 of the whole paper. whoo! sure fail le. cos i think 1/2 of what i HAVE DONE (worth 40 marks) is already wrong. yay.

T__T hahas yay just got a tb... not just lah. this is a reused tb.. currently in 2 other sites also.. -.-; aiyah too lazy to make new acc.. even lazier to remive e tb from the other 2 sites.. ;) hehe. and the input and textarea boxes look SUPER UGLY! cos i think blogger doesn allow too many changes to the css and i can't add border.. so year. looks 3d-ish and ugly :/ oh well. at lst it works lah. :D

anyway.. e pictures in ALL blogger templates are suddenly GONE O___O i hope they come back lah. think they got removed out of server or smthing.. e other templates with pics also.. all gone :/ crycry. should have moved and hosted them on my site (now dead) earlier lah.. but not lik i knew this would happen right.. -.-;

go tag board! lol. and i think my keyboard has revived. whoopee! Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on the haunting flares we turned out backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of gas-shells dropping softly behind.

Gas! Gas! Quick, boys! - An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And flound'ring like a man in fire or lime...
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light,
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.
In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.

If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues, -
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est
Pro patria mori.
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gonna do this for another eng presentation. so gross lah. as in e imagery in e poem. war is gross. >( "Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori" means "It is sweet and right to die for your country." in Latin. im so glad Singapore has no war (:

went to esplanade just now and watched 行草. very nice. but q boring lah. e music they chose was so.... weird. yep. but the lights! omg the lights were super good! ((: so clear and sharp and the controls were PERFECT. :D the dancers also very pro lah.. always very 到位 even though they had to move in the dark. then when the spotlight turns on they are just nice at the center. so perfect. (: propro! they must have preacticed a lot lah.. and even though e music is like SUPER weird. no beats no nothing.. just weird sounds.. but all of them can still move as one.. hmm. the power of practice. ahh! july 公演 rlly must 加油 alr!! ><

their stamina rocks too. jealous. whee im once again obssessed w stepmania! aft not playing for SO LONG cos dad keeps saying its stupid n ptless and a waste of time. (it still is) but anyway tts not e point here. yay sm! (:

hahas was too lazy to ptscrn lah. my adobeps abit screwed dun even feel lik opening it. so took pic! :D n wasnt playing lah duh cos im still nt pro enuff to take myslf playing (left hand shakes lik mad lol) whee i think im really obssessed :D

this is a nicer pic. yeap. timing better. (: n this is the fun jumping part in jumping to heaven. yay!

havent moved yet in POT. sheesh. getting slower lah.. dunno whether can stay up late tonight to watch. ;) tez will lose. so ryo will play. but tez loses. ): sad. had guitar lesson just nw. last week nv go cos went back p sch til v late ;) hehe. yeah so im kindof out of practice. kindof. n today he want us to lrn to vary and add chords into playing lah. n i cut mi fingernails ytd. regret. cant strum nicely. n mi fingering sucked abit. ):

i want a new 1st string! :D it has turned furry alr. and 4th-6th all rusty oso. :/

wow i havent sold a single coupon for funfair lah. everyone nt sure whether can go.. actly valid lah duh.. haii. better make sure at least sell one lah.. if not damn 失败 can.. later in e yr den ask ppl agn lah.

anw eng presentation today was TOTALY SCREWED. ): tr even stopped us 1/2way lah.. never been so badly done b4.. sheesh. shldnt even have done it today lah.. nv rehearse b4.. i 背ed most my script lah. bt no one seems to care oh well. nw gt to redo e thing. n i think our topic sucks. wtv.

i wanna learn drum! hehe. yihong say MIGHT b able to lrn at her fren's place.. den can go w her to 陪她 n can lrn oso!! ((: hehe. but dun think mom will let sheesh. was watching pot just now. den mom called. pick up phone. went back to room (dunno why) and just fell aslp like that. tt was 5pm. woke up at lik 10pm lah. so dead nw. anyone noe hw to do phys? anyone done alr? i need to 参考.

hungry. :/ no eng presentation. (postponed ^^)
chuaMH din kill me. (pass up tml instead)
other than tt, maths tr still sucks. ):