ahhh last day of DVC le. no more DVC til nxt yr! ye hao la. my legs ache. n aft bending down for so long (haha yeah man see im tall too!) i think i grew shorter lor T.T and my back damn suan oso :P

today nothing much lar. let them see taste smell hear stuff. :P quite laxing. :D had macs for lunch! cos e trs very nice :D we all had macs. yehh! :D then purposely take damn long to eat so as to avoid playing catching. in e end still got almost 15 mins to play. wah damn tiring! summore the p1 boys came n joined also. rahhhh.

then during aftnn tea it became worse. poking session T.T and i damn scared pokes wan so they super amused and keep poking o.o wah chao sian they poke nonstop lah! and its more lik a jab not a poke cos its super pain!!! T.T so these girls started standing ard me to protect me from the pokes :D but tt made me quite erm. immobile. lol XD i felt so molested T.T

aft tea got nothing to do liao so we made them clean up. :D:D wah ji shuang can for once dun (rlly) need to work :D:D:D and the classrm lkd sooooo neat aft we're done la!! :D so you cheng jiu gan. :) packed everything into e boxes liao. yeh. shuang. :D

so aft cleaning up got almost 1 hour nothing to do b4 e concert. started playing w e kids. 1st take photos. then started playing and dunno doing wat and end up having piggyback session o______O cheryl and i had to piggyback lik almost everyone there T.T wah siaoooo. then runnnn ard e class, outside e class, to e toilet, back, and everywhere else they wan us to run to. T.T then at this time e nxt week leaders n trs came to set up liao (omg they damn on la. they newspapered the tables, prepared the bags, clipboards, files and 1st day worksheets all on the tables liao O.O rlly damn fast and neat. unlike us :D oops!) and anw they came to set up and they were lik lking at us lik we were some sorta freaks cos we were making a DAAAAAMN lot of noise :P:P they were qt pissed i think. ohwell! XP

then concert! we won best concert :D:D:D:D:D yayyy. haha it was qt long leh. they had this lesson scene whereby the tr was teaching e class abt food chain and had ppl coming out as carrot, rabbit, tiger, cabbage, chicken and sumo wrestler. :D chao cute x)) then played w their helis and rockets. then they sang a song!

If you're happy and you know it what do you eat? CHICKEN! [2x]
If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it
If you're happy and you know it what do you eat? CHICKEN!
If the chicken is happy what does it eat? VEGETABLE! [2x]
If the chicken is happy and it really wants to show it
If the chicken is happy what does it eat? VEGETABLE!

:D got video! yayy. and my 1st ever paycheck! so happy! :D:D kay photos! :))


class photo! minus kengsiang cos he's hiding :(


THIS is kengsiang! who's photo is insanely difficult to take XP he's doing the 'hi i'm selling my house!' advert XD then some boys (timothy n howen) started doing also and i pai into video! chao cute XDDDD esp when they go the bedroom... is over THERE! -meng points and poses- :D:D


this is megan :D she's e one who's always protecting us from the pokes of the guys :D


grp photo. seee. piggybacking. :X


more piggybacking! and ryan veh heavy lor! XD


this is melvin, bryan and shyan-ee. haha kids specs keep falling wan XD


ahh see. a nice picture of pavan :) he lives near me! lol


shan wei! yay finally. veh guai but can be naughty sometimes. XP


this is kengsiang! see! always dun wan take photo wan la! XP


joanna, cheryl and me! :D teacher, leader, leader. :D:D


this is ryan's sister, sarah. she's p1 (in another class in e camp) and SUPER CUTE!!!!! :D her voice even cuter! sarah + ryan is damn scary lar! this morning they came early and kajiao us in e classrm. wahh then the 2 of them together keep bullying us T.T but veh cute tgd la :D

haha tts it. yay i enjoyed DVC :)) shd b gg back nxt yr la. depending on how high i am but yeah. since im usually so free anw n ma dun lemme go out often -.- so instead of nuahing at home mite as well go excercise with e kids. :D got money summore XD

now its back to reality and homework T.T kx just reminded me abt e yosemite writeup la! siannnnz dun wanna do!! :( haiii. srsly haiiii. and all other hw haha diedie i havent touched a single thing -.- tml and sunday last chance to slack and go out le! mon-wed got ANOTHER camp, drama camp :P im gnna treat e sec sch kids lik p2/3s man. x) i think p1-3 kids damn spontaneous and fun :D yayyy then on thur i leaving for jkt for a week liao. i THINK i will have to bring hw there. nooooooooo. T.T 1st time lar. zzzzzz.

yay! time for some gooooood well deserved sleep :D today was erm. fishy! the fish tank thing qt fei imo just let them play water onli then we have to wash up aft them :P and the water plants damn ikky yucky disgusting liao la! o.o and many many fish died in the original tank and we had to scoop them out. x_x

robotics ppl came. good time to slack :) just leave the kids to the 2 guys let them handle XD

freeze n melt was even more hiong today la dunno y x_x lao le. e game started out normally. then became 23 kids catch 2 leaders. mehh. results quite obvious lol. we ran for lik.. almost 20 secs. quite good alr. :D then became girls catch guys. ahhh this was alot better. :D some o e girls were 'guarding' e boys so they dun get melted n run away hahas. this is some good exercise man. :D

i smell of fish, melted plastic and (fake) durian. DONT comment. i need a bath. T.T

haha took some pix today! shall upload some of them :):):) (if blogger allows -.-)

okay it does! :D


this is howen and his robot. :) my 1st willing subject!


chasing after his robot. midair shot! lol


kids preparing for race :) tt's jiarui, timothy (super cute!), cassandra n jolene


-rofl- shanwei


this is valerie! she's super cute!! :D:D n has nice pokable dimples :)


and this is jolene! she's v sweet :) and her eng is super good too!


this is bing cheong. 1st few days veh hyper and restless wan but actly he's super smart! and can be guai when he wants to too. he packed the robotics stuff w/o being asked to! :D got once he was playing w e materials n lks lik he's not listening so ms toh was gg to scold him.

mstoh: bing cheong what did i just say?
bc: after you're done pour the water away. (its correct)
mstoh: right. and before that?
bc: don't touch. -lets go of material and sits back down-

ahaha damn funny la x)) he's just very curious so keep wanting to look ard :P very cute too! this shot veh weird tho :/


ahh seee. he's e super small one sitting down. :) the one nxt to him is shyan-ee, who's equally scrawny. x)


this is ryan, after many futile attempts and wasted shots. YEH. :D he's qt naughty sometimes but is generally quite harmless. XP and so contradicting la! at 1st so camera shy then in class he keep asking me to tk photo XP here's a nice one:


RAHHHHH >DD


this is pavan. he got teased by the other boys b4 but he understands and is okay w it. mstoh told e boys not to tease others la aft the incident. i think he's very strong. :) he's nice la. and haha camera shy. x)


this is a very nuah bryan who doesnt want his photo taken :D


this is skinny shanwei. kids are so flexible. o.o


this is cassandra and her polar bear :D they're both supercute! she keeps lending me her bearbear haha x)


this is auntie cheryl (30-y-o) yuxin and seyjel :) (PS i'm 38 83 years old. hooray)


this is hannah, cassandra and andrea. (and bearbear:D:D:D)


setting up fishtank. :D


emoing daniel :P his reflexes super fast never lemme take pixture T.T so i only got this :P


last but not least this is timothy! :D he's super cute and helpful too :) and always brings up our lunch/tea if we are too busy preparing and cannot go down. :D yayy


this is random. my best drawing of a fish, ever. :D quite nice lah.


last photo! this is shyan-ee's handwriting. o.o p2/3. BOY. super neat cannnn o.o ehh ignore the words. heh. heh. (it IS the ans. :/)

OKAY TT SHOULD BE ENOUGH FOR NOW. i take more tml. :P last day le!!! :( shall take pix o e concert haha XD amusing. :) wheeeeeee. ahh nv blog ytd cos damn tired! went to lower peirce w e kids. walked lik siao legs wanna bao liao. then when gg home my busses refuse to cooperate so waited daaaaaaaaaamn long and the bus ride was also super long and cannot sit cos veh full. and stopped at lik almost every stop -.-; plus have to walk in from busstop to go home. so when got home damn shagged liao and my legs were dead x_x sooooo damn lazy to blog hahas :D

actly ytd nothing much to say lar. e kids more noisy than day 1 :P mm 4got wat we did liao. ohohoh. they got to erm play with milk haha. ya learn abt milk mah. then i damn scared tt i just food poisoned lik 23 kids >< cos i not sure how clean those plastic cups are haha XD aiyah anw they all came back today lar so yeah. its erm safe :D

then went to lower peirce where they freaked out when they saw a tiny lizard on the boardwalk railing XD then when they say got 'huge lizard' i thot its lik super huge and blocking the way lar cos they say must move back then in the end so tiny. lol qt funny XD then they claimed they saw a water snake but i nv see :( i saw a twig haha XD ohoh and we saw a monitor lizard! on a far far bank tho but still qt cool. :P n yupps no one fell no one meng dropped anything so yay :D was walking at e back w e slower ppl and hearing their interesting stories lol XD and hurrying ppl to walk faster :P

and i still had fun enforcing my thankyous on them x) yehh.

kayz then today!

man i feel damn xiao hai zi lar always go play w their project stuff. XD qt fun lor some of them! lik today made a helicopter and a rocket!! damn exciting. then the helicopter need to spin using some string but veh diff to wind the string. so end up running ard in the hall then when the air push against the blades e copter will spin. lol e kids qt smart eh? yah then they run and run and run and never seem to get tired lah! :O too much energy liao. old alr cannot catch up T.T

the rocket even more fun :D

hmms then during lunch went to play freeze n melt w e kids! ZZZZ DAMN TIRING wah lao i dunno why the kids can run so fast and never ever stop lah! they not tired one lor! just now in the hall run so much liao den during lunch still can run lik siao. we were made the catchers at 1st. 2 girls vs 23 kids o.o run run run til cannot take it liao then change catcher. then this boy he run SUPER FAST LA and lik cannot shuai diao one lol. kids have loooooots of energy in them man freaky.

the kids a lot more chao now and keep gg against u de. >< and sometimes dun listen oso. esp when u tell them not to play. cos must play wan. XP but they still v nice and help to clean up :) esp when the sand toppled some o em help me clean up! yayys :D

the kids still damn fun to bully :)

some o em are the naughty and demand attention type budden i dun think its irritating cos i think its q normal for kids to want attention :P so i think its okay. at lst its not lik keep bugging u or whatever lar. aiyah i got high tolerance for such stuff la dunno wats wrong w me. :P tts why i grow up cannot b teacher wan. sure get bullied >< haha how am i gonna teach my kid man haha XD mayb when i grow lik older older then i can handle them bah. right now i still feel lik playing w kids XD actly... this kind of thing veh hard to say cos a lot o ppl prolly dun agree w me. cos rlly i dun think they veh irritating leh. cos hor they want attention. so if u give them just the right amt (cannot pamper. just attend to and lik make them understand tt other ppl need my help oso) then theyll give u e proper respect back :) its nice lar.

kay im lik ttly not making sense le hahas.

got this grl in my class very 好胜. now THAT i find quite irritating. haha see im weird ><><><

i shall bring my cam tml n fri n take pix! :) they rlly veh cute de!!! :D ill upload when im not lazy XD

yay cant wait for tml :) i hope i can wake up haha cheryl woke up late today liao budden cannot blame her this is her 2nd week lol :P ohwell! i think i shall go agn nxt yr june. and mayb nov when As are over. veh fun! i love kids :D

-skips away-

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okay no more DVC for now. threadless sale! gah im still super tempted la but obviously ma wun let :( this week got some q nice shirts. like the 33 1/3 loves threadless winner its chao nice imo and its sold out ALREADY. zzzzzzz. see. -proves point- and the cheese. XD funny sia.

threadless carols! :D i love my the kids!!!!! :D so far anyway. i have been warned tt 1st day is just 1st day XD but ahhh i still love them! super cute super nice :D aiyah i love kids in general lar. and they arent spoilt n difficult to work with :) very nice n polite and the type tt i can bully one like

them: i want paper!
me: -hands over- say what?
them: what?
me: nono must say what?
them: please thank you!

ahaha i am so teaching them good manners :D haha damn cute la :D i think i work better with kids than w ppl my age or wtv lar its damn fun to bully/talk to them :) (speaks LOADS abt me ehh. -.-;;;)

okay lar if rlly scrutinise a bit more got some veh quiet then got some chao noisy keep talking wan but generally i think they are nice and guai and KNOW WHAT TO DO (like to cut, you need scissors! to paste, you need glue! they just ask for it cos they dun have :D) unlike the prev week ppl whom i have heard terrible stories frm cheryl and ivan XD wheees. luckyme.

and they arent spoilt and cant do anything for themselves unlike what ive heard frm last wk :/

them: help me cut!
me: nono go cut yrself if not not yr flower le. my flower liao.
them: oh. -cuts-

they can lor they just damn lazy :P ahhh ohwell i hope the nxt few days wld b fun lar :) i can rmb all their names n hopefully faces liao :D hmms our tr quite strict but can b nice too. n she say she abit stresse liao w their behaviours XD haha sometimes dun listen lor but i think theyre okay leh. cos i not teaching bah. i always knew i cant teach haha but i can help them n play w em :) and make them guai. XDXDXD lol imagine if tt tr came for last wks one.. sure bao :P

_____ little boys are damn fun to bully x) i SRSLY dunno wat tt adjective is. aiyah tt type tt damn hyper one n talk quite a lot and have too much stored energy but are not spoiled/rude whatsoever. okay mayb theres no adjective for that. :P something lik bingxian and zhen bang in tkd XDDD haha no wonder i lik this class XD okay shall not say names and judge too quickly yet but heh. oh and the girls are nice too :) got one girl at 1st i thot she damn spoilt n rich wan but turns out shes quite nice and quite a chatter too :D aha. never judge a book by its cover.

aiyah basically. FIRST DAY ONLY. cannot say too much yet later take away all my good karma :D cheryl say this batch quite boring compared to last week but i guess if u had such a rowdy class b4 this batch yah. damn guai. but cute nonetheless :D and bullyable. x)

girls and guys are taught to be afraid of one another since young. meeeep.

i love kids i love kids i love kids HAH KENNY IM NOT PAEDOPHILIC LIKE YOU i always liked kids :) cos im YOUNG AT HEART wahahaha. -insanely zihigh- i need sleep. im covered in bruises T.T kay not tt bad lar but srsly a lot. scrwed up a foot today while sparring w alan. was fun tho, must admit. he's good. but meh. slammed into his knee and now my foot is lik. -twitch twitch oww- then got man lot of bruises on arm, legs... -.-; meh.

i cant believe i hardly used the com today! :D sis has been using it THOUGH SHE HAS A PAPER TOMORROW. haha shes gnna dieeeeeee. XP

staying up to watch miami ink! :D

dvc tml! -zihighs- no skating :( cos ma dun let. but oh well to make up for it i went jogging in e morning :D quite nice. my stamina has deproved terribly tho. :/ sigh. hehs if i sian enuff shall continue doing this mayb? -shrug-

just spent the whole morning watching vcds! o.o mehh. feel so nuah n sian now! tho got lots of work to do... :/ i tidied and filed my notes alr tho. :D happy! and theres srsly smt wrong when your everything else stack is only slightly higher than geog. O.O how much geog do i have man... mostly prolly not even read. >< MEH.

oh ya speaking of work got into dvc! :D ehh thx to kenny n ivan lols. ohwell at lst i got smt to do nxt wk so tts nice :D and kids! haha i think i can talk to kids more than to ppl my own age -.-;; ohwells hope its gnna b fun :) at lst i know some ppl over there so its okay. :P and the tr + my partner lk nice too! yesshh go den money here i come! :D i srsly need smt to do lar. :P

then aft tt jiu drama camp then leaving for jkt le. when im back i shall go stucying w yc agn :) yupps. then closer to sch opening anw and I STILL HAVENT TOUCHED A SINGLE PIECE OF HOMEWORK. right. niiiice.

i want anastasia soundtrack!!!!!!!! :X and wanna watch enchanted too haha. hmms nxt sat and sun are prolly my last chances to go out n slack. :/ mayb go see sitex oso :P no job there tho lol. T.T

FMA rocks :D

Bartok:
I'd give her a HA! And a HI-YA! And then a OUU-WA!
And I'd kick her, sir.
<3 becoming i damn bad habit haha. i need my sleep -.-; ive been napping ALMOST daily i think -.-; and not at the appropriate times. XD ohwell. zzzzzzzzz gah now i got a slight headache -___________-;;;

ohwells. went out today! :D with che! :D:D to vivo! :D:D:D:D supposed to go buy sher's pres but ttly cldnt find anything nice lar! -.-; vivo's too big for its own good and is damn easy to get lost o.o went down the wrong escalator TWICE le the last 2 times i went n ended up at e car park instead of e mrt :P gahh cannot make e same mistake liao!! o.o stupz.

hmms nxt time when i have MORE MONEY (save up! earn! wtv!) MORE TIME (ehhhhh... sometime) and LESS FATS (--;;) i shall go shopping spreeeeee. but aiyah im prolly the sort tt save up le then suddenly lik aiyah so bu she de hua. :P and i prolly rather spend on other stuff. like. yah. MWAHAHAHAHAHA. but there are some clothes i rlly want tho :D and a lot tt i want but ma/parents wld nv allow :( ohsighhhhhz

i love page one. :D so many nice books!! :D and notebooks was browsing through some of the design books. chao nice T.T meh. i dunno wth i wanna do in the future arghhhhh imsoscrwed):

basically vivo is huge. but has a tiny arcade. we din sit for lik 12+ to 5+ :D okay lar once. on the train frm harbourfront to dbg. XD gah legs pain. then when we were at dbg waiting for train to go home, the train schedule thing wtv was chao weird lar! while waiting for the one gg towards jurong east, we saw no less than FOUR trains gg the other direction. while we din even get ONE. o.o we were wondering whether they were ghost trains haha but not late enough to scare ppl so sad. XP

and i din miss my shuttle bus! -beams- i thought the 4 to 1 train wld b a gd enough reason anw just tt my ma wldnt believe -.- sighz. yay for good timing and planning! :D

SuperPoke!

yay have many books to read ^_^ must erms improve my reading speed gah. :P ohyeahhhhhhh. then must start studying! buck up for nxt year! cannot slack le! tml is the year of no playing! o.o (okay tts quite a scary prospect D:) aiyah but srsly lar. che n i have decided tt next year must PIAH! STUDY! DONT WASTE MONEY! SAVE UP! and LOSE WEIGHT. lmao :)

tentative:
sunday- skating w mummy! :D:D:D
monday- studying w yc. :D:D:D
omy yayys i hope can. AND WE SRSLY NEED TO START STUDYING. yupps. :D

yay GO DEN GO! mugmugmug! i shall turn semi muggerish nxt year! oh wait. nxt year AFT HUANGCHENG. yupps. :D yay i love talking to myself. ahhhhhhh this book rocks!! either im bored or what but i dun care i finally found a book that can hold my attention long enough to FINISH in a long time :D okay i suck. :P but yeah. the book's really nice! i wanna read the other 2 bks to the trilogy! ahhhhhhhhhhhh

FMA 76 and 77 were out FOUR days ago!! O.O damn. /goes off to read/

anw bought these:

(chinese, of couse) the other day when i met che at j8. at $4.80 each! :D they were having some sorta discount gg on i think so yayyy! tts cheaper than mangas at normal rates and they are GUIDE BOOKS which are usually more ex! squeeeeeee ^^ -beams- they are currently residing happily beside my bed in perfect condition :D:D lublub.

hmms perhaps i shall start to get down to doing some work :X and tidying up stuff like my rack and notes n stuff =.= gahhhh. must stop pracrasinating. :P AFTER I FINISH THIS BOOK. (and many others, actually, but this must not go on o.o)

threadless sale is IMBA. -eyes longingly- O.O

yay in love with FMA! qing wanna borrow? in return for all tt u have lent me :)

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and my SATs suck. endofstory. :( crapp im so damn scrwed. i hate acadsssss RARRRRGH.

editedit:
FMA chao excitingggg! loves. :) bleach is getting very wtf oO ohwell. still quite nice and surprising i GUESS. unexpected but yet expected. KAY NVM. and when will the fillers STOPPP for the anime ONCE N FOR ALL? RARGH. -.-;

But rest at ease. The reason for your loss is not due to that arrogance. It's simply due to a difference in power.
so byakuya. :D i did it! :D:D:D:D

right. not the best i have ever done DUH but my style kinda changed over the years of no PS practice and now i must get used to doing a lot o things agn :X even coding took ages T.T ohwell at lst its done and lks decent too! :D decided to do smt new which is to put the tb ontop so dun nd to scroll down to check in. ahaha smarts. :D lolll. i agree the theme is damn random tho :X main bg pic might take a while to load cos its uploaded onto geocities (only. T.T me sad.) and its png and quite big yupp. but aft 1st load it shd b okay. right. ENJOY! :D

hmm and i dunno where i got all my prev pix for my prev layouts frm :X all e stuff i find now quite low reso damn hard to sue. ohwell! cos last time my subject/themes were all on actors/artists/characters and i sorta have moved on to liking more nature photography kinda stuff. but maybe ill make something lik i did in the past some time lar. easier to find the pix anw XD i dunno larrrrr must play w PS more often!! :D:D:D im outta ideas :(

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met che for lunch today! damn nice. :) met yc too cos he was erm, at j8 too XD yayyyyyyyy. -fonts
-brushes
-layout(s) (get back my VIBE!) o.o
-OP! :)
-bleach
-the magician's guild
-book
-book
-book
-read more eat less! (no link)
-hyperrrrrr.
-spend less too
-LAYOUT LAYOUT LAYOUT
-PS PS PS
-ddr?
-games! lol
-outttttttttt. shopping! hopefully.
-outoutoutoutout
-crapping sessions :)
-HUANGCHENG 08! (abit far fetched. but yah. :D)
-be happy. lol i changed the time and date of this post. cos i realised i 4got to post the whole o today. -.-;;; anws.



okays. but at lst i wish her by sms le XD :):) HOW TO PASS U YR PRESENT? o.o

today chao fei agn! but nvm. gd rest aft ytd lar. aft trg on sun, cleaning up house (sweeping mopping) on mon, helping ma on tue, trg and mass walking on wed, gg out ytd, my legs ACHE LIK SIAO. so today rested at home. ahhhh shuangz. :D read a bit more OP and TMG and downloaded a total of 20 OP volumes le! :D tts 186 chapters! lols gg crazy. stocking up for whenever im bored and dun feel lik dling. XD might even hurry dl fin and bring to jkt to read :D who knows who knows.

still gt many many bks to read! so happy :D gintama and yc's 3 bks :) happy! :D srry yc hvnt read yrs yet cos qing lent me on weds XD

qing! TMG is a nice bk lor! i read fin return u u better read it! XP

threadspotting ytd I LOVE ROCK THE FROG. a lot. :X as in it lks rlly, rlly rlly nice. GAHGAHGAHGAHGAH. must. resist. urge. :)

one piece one piece! ^^/ again! :) this time w che gz yc n bern :) sad lar many ppl cun make in.. :/ sher smt on km last min cant come yt disappeared -.-; leslie nt free etcetcetc o.o but still had fun anw :D

hmms lets see. played some card game called citadels i think. yah. yc won w strategic planning oO then played ticket to ride! damn nerve wrecking o.o and i lost to gz by JUST ONE PT!!!! arhhhhh ji pissed XP managed to finish all my routes! :D even tho gt ppl purposely trying to block me n stuff -.-;; had to take detours o.O ohwell still. :D must play agn x)) then had to leave liao so played a short game of fluxx. damn stup game and in e end che won cos our rules were so gl until she could draw EIGHT cards and play 5. so she just happily manipulated everything til she won LOL. x)

as usual left early T.T ohsigh. then did smt quite stupid. got off at amk. saw long queue waiting for 86. decided to buy bubble tea 1st. in e end took longer than usual at bubble tea and 86 left -.-;;;; so took mrt agn to yck to try catch it. at yck, saw the SAME 86 leaving the bustop -.-;;;;;;;;; so waited for 70 at yck terminal in e end lol. not bad, i must say :D with such tight gg home schedules tt my ma always gives me, i have deviced the perfect alternative routes incase i miss smt. :D one day must convince ma to lemme go there for suuuper long x) at lst e full 4 hours! :X then go for dinner :D and stuffs. :)

its someone's bday tml! I GOT YOU SMT! HOW TO PASS TO U ARH? :X

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just read ang's email :( wahh im gnna miss her. and her sarcasm. :( ohsigh. hope she leads a good life. im sure she will. she definitely will. :D
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New York snow this time of year
There's nothing more beautiful to me
..Except for you

This new rhythm I pursue
Is just my getting over you
Telling myself that I need to

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Everybody got something that they want to
Sing about, laugh about, cry about
It's true..
For me it's you

i like train. :) at che's house now gg out w 6b later! yayz :D

anw ytd was crazily fun hahas. morning wake up early enough to take my time to get ready then left for trg. trg qt fei oso at 1st cos no one was here! rain mahhs. aiyah then everyone came late lar so qt nuah at 1st so went running .... in circles (-.- chris!) and yar usual trg stuff lar. damn tiring lar! summore gt muscle ache frm trg on sunday so it just made everything worse :( hahas but sweat til qt shuang tho. :)) kenny is a BENG! :D

aft tt went to tp to make new set of keys. yah lost my house keys AGAIN. -.-;;;; must stop being so careless man :X at lst im nt losing my wallet anymore! :D and i hvnt lost my hp before!! (CHOI CHOI TOUCHWOOD) yupps and i will never! ever! XP hmms then took mrt to amk and JUST NICE caught e shuttle bus @ 1.45 back home. yay me! :D

so reached home on time at ard 2 and aft tt went qing's house lol to let her install n play w PS XD went there for abt 1.5 hrs lar. :D i still lik her house! a lot. :D and got a book and a manga frm her too! IM ACTLY READING A PROPER BOOK NOW. whee! surprise surprise how rare :D its nice tho! just tt qing said she cldnt read pass the 5th page lol. :D:D

then got home. WENT IKEA. ahhhhhhhh. ikea is AWESOME <3333 and ikea tampines is HUUUUGEEEEEEEE. O.O lik srsly damn fun to just walk ard and stare at nice nice stuff lar! :D:D and e ikea smell there is :D:D:D:D wheeeeeeeee. the self service pick up area oso. DAMN HUGE. lik wtf how high are these racks O.O and gt 36 racks if im nt wrong. siaoooo. damn shuang damn niceeee. :))) had dinner there and aft dinner we actly kinda got lost trying to get to the carpark lol XD zz ohwells. fun. bought lots of stuff too like THIS---->



among others, of cos :) ohwells gtg now. lol BYEBYE. :D:D:D :):) was gg to post lyrics then... suan le lah. :P

today spent at home agn! T.T actly nt tt bad lar. went to help ma do laundry at thomson. :D yeh manz so guai! then can go out tml n thur!!! :D:D aft tt at home got com all to myself and downloaded a million many many chapters of one piece!! :D the translation sucks but OHWELL. yay! ANNI WHEN ARE U GONNA LEND ME :( and anw i dl til chpt 10 le hahas. abit crazy but yah ^^;

thursdayyyyyyyyyyyy :D

edit: i want a hoodie! :D random. cleaned up house. :) imsuchagoodkid.
dunno whether gg out tml leh T.T need to get ____'s ____ ____!
prolly not
since im gg out on weds
w my sis :D
lol. ikea tampines! love ikea. :D
okay time to watch HEROES!
BYEBYE :D:D:D:D:D reading old posts crack me up. :) ooh this blog almost 2 yrs old le! :D

anw if u havent done so.... ------> CLICK HERE or HERE or HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE :D (if you havent noticed, theyre all the same. :D

GO DO!!! THANKS :D

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YOU WILL SEE A NEW LAYOUT SOON! i promise to get off my lazy a** and start PSing! :D

6 smileys in a post! :D (now 7) what a great improvement. goden!

editedit:
i miss NY audi! o.o

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i need to watch a musical/play/performance soon! quite deprived this yr :(

hmm. last year i changed my layout so many times (at lst 4 times i think oO) and this yr, ONCE. wow. wow i say.

reading old posts is a good way of reliving old passions. :) i feel much better now! :D whee good thing i went. damn long nv go liao :P good way to chu qi! now i feel muuuuchhhh better. :) ehh then agn, got kicked TWICE on the FACE and have imba bruise near my elbow and a weirdo sprained/wtv pinky. ngiaouch. but still, yay. :) and zijing actly went! lol. long time no see.

read prev posts. tts THREE posts w hidden text and O.O sheesh. need to go out! hmms prolly tml help my ma do housework then tues go out :D and weds trg -.- and thur out w 6b!!! ((: whees yay finally. :D

i havent gotten down to touching any homework yet. GAHHHH. dont want to :( but prolly have to do some b4 DVC cos aft tt gg jkt n all tt then suddenly i will have no time. yupp. meep. :(

godengo! haha yay go ECP one day to cycle/skate! :D mummy! skating whenn? im thinking of apoligizing. or explaining. or whatever. for being so 怪僻. but then again, why am i always the one who apologises, loses in the end. this insecurity is killing me. its always the same. i lose first. i cant keep up. :/ tt longing for the old times and this awkwardness just kills me. but sometimes things have to go 2 ways. if i do my part and nothing happens, i dunno what else there is to do. :/ ohwell. we shall see.

everytime i tell someone about ____ things just start getting weirder and weirder and then it falls out of my grasp and everything falls apart. maybe i should just shut up. but then sometimes ____ just cannot be contained. it has to be shared. ohwells.

and its not like its anything special anymore. i just want to be friends again. back to the old days.

again: don't understand? good. understand? good for you. want to understand? ask. i might tell. if im in the mood to tell. (and if you are the right person(s))

so why am i posting this? cos i shuang. this is my blog anyway. i should stop thinking too much. NEED TO GO OUT! finally finished bleach! that's... 17 eps in 2 days oO hmms nb. nb at all.

- NELL CHAO CUTE x)))
- imsure they still need fillers. GAH.

smthings srsly wrong with me. and theres no use in saying all tt i wanna say here anyway since nobody who reads this prolly gives a damn. :) so yeah. i shall spare everyone of my emoness. yay! good deed done.

“少男少女的爱，只需10元，就能表白爱的全部了。多么纯洁，多么美好。” 但现实中，这种爱还存在着吗? ppl are so materialistic nowadays.就希望以后还能够享受这种纯洁的爱情。or im just being way too negative here. whatever the case, ignore whatever i just said. damn emo now.

no one srsly understands when i say i hate holidays. i really do. :( i wanna go back to sch.

i suck. im feeling damn weird lately. very weird. humm. i think i must think less. gah i dont make sense. like something telling me to go treat people differently and stop daoing and being so imba weird but yet the other half keeps telling me not to give a damn

catching up with bleach is a good way to spend a boring day. :D i need more books and company to pei wo tho T.T wahhhh.

chatting last night was damn fun (: tho my phone kinda gave up on me and low batt and died. T.T ohwells. more of these to come whenever boredom and insomnia strikes. :)

i need someone who understands me and my life.

so many ppl go dye hair. qt funny XD ohwells. hols mah. too bad my dad would never allow. dyed hair, piercings, tattoos, anime, manga, blogs, youtube, msn, staying out late. NONO. gosh, i have no life. :(

really.

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bleach 139: pink katana! pink release! lolzorz episode 137 and FINALLY something's back on track. gah i hate fillers -.- ohwell back to the show! :D and im rlly damn bored la. tts why watching so much :P ohwells! 6b outing thur! wanna go out moreeeeeeeeee zzz
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stuff! right. com keeps hanging and being weird. boo. gah aft gg out for the past.. i dunno how many days, im home! the whole day! rather sian ): ohwells. ehh just finished watching bleach 132. the new ending song v weird! :/ and its still lots and lots of fillers GAHH. x_x cant wait for it to be over.. but got no stamina to watch all e way til 14+ which is where it is now :P ohsigh!

anyone got hercules (the disney movie) can lemme? (: thx today half my dream came trueeeeeeee :D went to see ESPLANADE THEATRE BACKSTAGE!!!! :D:D:D:D omg its chao chao chao chao chao nice CHAO big chao cool x)))) wheeeeee damn nice to lk arnd lar and saw some chitty chitty bang bang sets too.. wanna go watch! x) rahh. as for the second half of my dream... ttll have to wait bah. :P

tkd damn fei. rlly. -.-; wanna train oso cannot train -.-;;

DVC tml! I BETTER NOT WAKE UP LATE IF NOT GGXX fun! kinda. the company was fun. :) and the movie was GOOD! :D yupyup stardust rocks! and i want the OST!! haha :D today was such a random day lar but i enjoyed gg out and just random crapping w e ppl i <3 :)

gah so many things gg on tml n thur x_x
tml: tkd, esplanade tour, ji shu ke. total: 8-6pm
thur: DVC, ji shu ke (no idea), huangcheng chalet total: 8-????

gah and speaking of chalet of cos once agn i cant stayover. GAH. always cannot stayover lar so used to it liao :P but sads. tt feeling tt everyone can and u cant u just feel damn bu gan yuan but too bad lar. :P hopefully i can GO tho. just.. bit far. meeps!

oh well. cant wait for DVC! more fun ppl. :) and argh still got many many things to do!

-6b outing (minds cafe? ECP? wait til aft 12 nov?)
-skatingg!
-DDR!
-EOY/xmas w 6b/63
:: geog
:: maths
:: huangcheng
-i dunno wat else :/
-CIP.

i hate my com. i dun have MSN and IE hangs like hell so ebuddy isnt of much help either. BLAH.

i want shirts shorts cargos :/ mangas books friends company freedom and to keep my DVC earned money %gt;( some of it at least! edit: and a tan too!

pillow fight reprinted! :D BUY ME ONE. NOW. :D

<3anniwjqing!siewkenweejineileenyuting! rocked! :) love s63 to bittssssss. x) thanks jinny for letting us use yr place x) and everyone else lar haha. like siew for buying the stuff jinny's mom for buying stuff too i think and liuqing n wj for cooking lol XD and everyone else. :P

went there quite early cos ma had smt to do so cannot send me there later :P nvm anw. got to help prepare the food and all tt. many ppl came! infact only 4 din come :P so yay! :D those who din come, HAHA TOO BAD. x) -points finger at someone- :)

liuqing n munkhay came toooo! :D haha extended 63 family whoots! x) too bad yilun shiya huangyi etcetc cldnt make it :( ohwell damn happy le :) had fun crapping playing cooking (i fail terribly. scared o extreme heat :X) playing summore splashing ppl w water running away frm getting splashed SINGING SINGING and MORE SINGING!! :D 63 loves singing yay! :D:D:D:D

lol as usual one of the 1st to leave T.T aiyah wat to do cannot go home too late mah :P ohwells! at lst cld stayu there for quite long :) and of cos the main reason for the bbq was also mr lim's farewell party and he chao nice lar x) too bad he had to leave early but yay very glad he cld come. will miss him hes a gd tr. :)

love 63! very hard to elab in words but yay! <3 we rocks.

ji shu ke quite fei today cos i came late x_x and it ended early x____X so went to hun w anni and started singing lik siao XD haha singing is fun! :D today sing too much liaos. tml ji shu ke 3 hrs tho O.O wheeeeeee.

fac outing on tues! :D damn happy damn happy. x) sadly tml's 6b outing cancelled cos too many ppl gt stuff on :( sad larr. argh quite GG cos lik all FIVE of us come frm diff schs? hahas funny la zz. nvm we WILL meetup some day :) and talk talk crap crap and catch up lik siao and have fun! wheeeee :D

random note: woankeng's new haircut damn nice! as in srsly. DAMN NICE. XD hahaha. imeeming. lazy to dl.



good music. i think one of my faves frm the new album.. the rest were changed a lot quite disappointed 1st time when i listened on yanchao's mp3 ): but i think now more free im gnna listen agn :P what i've done is really nice. :D yay love LP!



numb sounds SO GOOD in piano ver. :) a lot sadder. actly, same feeling, expressed in different ways. nice.



-continues piano obssession- randomly found. very nice duet! :)



everyone loves forrest gump! <3



nice. :)

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart



kevin kern! nice. tho i think his music makes me think more rather than relax o.o very reflective :/ mayb not so in this but his other songs, yes.



I MISS THIS SONG SO MUCH. <33333 but this isnt the best version ive heard tho :(



GOOD GOOD GOOD im finding old songs lol :P



kowareru hodo aishitemo sanbun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
junjou na kanjou wa karamawari I love you sae ienaideiru my heart~~~ &;t3



lol just beacause i like the starting. XD notbad lar this song. dun like rain tho :P



GOOD STUFF. listen. to. the. WHOLE. SONG. RAH. dont b lazy! :D i lost all my band songs! and this yr cant go to ANY of the band concerts cos overseas. SADSADSAD. x( kay here are summore gd band songs:



seventh night-- one of my personal fave! very spectacular. :) can listen over and over and over XD



noah's ark yay. :) the other personal fave. whee i miss these songs. anyone can get for me? lols



fate of the gods. tts all i can rmb i think. theres more la but i thinks tts enough for today. if this was LJ it would all be under cut lol. so erm, sorry and enjoy :)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE very bored. i know i have things to do but obviously don't feel like touching anything yet :P and hence boredom has led to stoning has led to lameness and im randomly singing very loudly (with music of cos if not itll be VERY random) at home and doing super lame stuff and running ard the house o_____O help.

福满人间 on now! actly have been watching it for quite some weekends alr. :D i absolutely love this show lar! so nostalgic and its one of the best tt ch8 has made (: here's a song for you!



can't find the lyrics tho :(

ahahahahah omg 福满人间 absolutely HILARIOUS XDDD and quite surprising how i can rmb some o e stuff there. :D a xi damn cute XDDDD lmaolmaolmao

oh yeahs and just found this old jacket and totally love it now lol. random. its lik.. sec1 or even before tt buy one :P my 1st PROPER jacket ahhas then v long nv wear liao cos gt sch jacket n all tt.. now dig it out agn n its damn nice to wear~ wheeee.its not say fitting tho but its not tooooo small either :P i think it fits better now than a few yrs back, infact. oO weird.

is there 技术课 tml? :X

mehh posting so much lately. with no content -.-; is overrr! :D
i think/hope it was okay :D
yay!

kay now im bored. misunderstandings
pretense
false hopes
lies
hidden feelings
hidden meanings

imagine a world more open, ppl more nice to each other, ppl accepting each other for who they were, more care, more love, more understanding. how nice. sadly, impossible.

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another nice chat tonight. :) chatting on the phone frm 12.10am to 3.40am. now THAT's something. :D

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1. (The person who tagged you is...) JEFFREYHOLITING
2. (Your relationship with him/her is...) 黄城人!
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her.) o.O whiny! XP dunno what else.
4.(The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.) PS CS2!!! :D
5. (The most memorable words he/she has said to you.) ._.
6. (If he/she becomes your lover, you will...) HAHAHAHA
7. (If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...) HAHAHAHA
8. (If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) send anni to zham him >)
9. (If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...) cos anni says so
10. (The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...) o.O return you your PS CS2?
11. (Your overall impression of him/her is...) HAHAHAHA
12. (How you think people around you will feel about you.) how wld i know
13. (The characteristic you love about yourself is...) eeeeeee dunno.
14. (On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...) dao/stone at times :P
15. (The most ideal person you want to be is...) O.O
16. (For people that care and like you, say something to them...) AII LURBBXXZXZX EUU!!! -improvises-
17. (Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you - TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES.) (in alphabetical order)
01) anni
02) ivan
03) jinny
04) kenny
05) kenwee
06) weijie
07) xianyou
08) yingjie (XD who doesnt know the existence of this blog)
09) yuqing
10) zhengxiang!

(Who is no. 6 -weijie- having a relationship with?) no idea.. :P
(Is no. 9 -qing- a male or female?) female. hah. lol. DUH.
(If no. 7 -xianyou- and 10 -zx- are together, will it be a good thing?) HAHAHAHA
(How about no. 8 -yingjie- and 5 -kenwee- ?) HAHAHAHAHAHA i dont think they even know each other anyway.
(What is no. 2 -ivan- studying about?) o.O NOT studying. XP
(When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 -jinny- ?) last night! :D
(What kind of music band does no. 8 -yingjie- like?) good music. :) erm Fray?
(Does no. 1 -anni- have any siblings?) yes lol.
(Will you woo no. 3 -jinny- ?) jinny! :D
(How about no. 7 -xianyou- ?) haha little boy! ^^
(Is no. 4 -kenny- single?) mmmm dunno i guess?
(What's the surname of no. 5 -kenwee- ?) LOL its like there. WEE! whee!
(What's the name of no. 10 -zx-?) Lo Zheng Xiang :P
(What's the hobby of no. 4 -kenny- ?) randomness. AIKIDO. XD
(Do no. 5 -kenwee- and 9 -qing- get along well?) haha yes! i hope XD
(Where is no. 2 -ivan- studying at?) ehhhhhhhhh brainless qn.
(Say something casual about no. 1 -anni-) ANZAIIIIII XD
(Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 -yingjie- ?) XDDDDDD LMAO
(Where does no. 9 -qing- live?) 8 mins away frm me! :D
(What color does no. 4 -kenny- like?) ahh crap srsly no idea. o.o erm blue?
(Are no. 5 -kenwee- and 1 -anni- best friends?) haha 道具 and 道长! lol not... yet bah XD
(Does no. 7 -xianyou- like no. 2 -ivan- ?) XDDD i dun think he knows him
(How did you get to know no. 2 -ivan- ?) eee through kenny? i think.
(Does no. 1 -anni- have any pets?) dun think so
(Is no. 7 -xianyou- the sexiest person in the world?) he can dance! :D sexy. XD

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i just wasted more than 10mins of my time. GAHGAHGAHGAHGAH. just went out to get the post and realised smt! i enjoy late night strolls out of the house esp on a warm night like tonight. :D hope i can do more of tt in the future lolz.

tomorrow:
-read SATs preparation thingy (abit late, no?)
-qing's house!
-mm.. jogging? dunnos.

oh yeah went to the dentist today to check teeth :D the ppl there super friendly! i likes. XD and met ms foo too! she walked past the dentist and i managed to catch her (cos was stoning anw :P) had short talk before she went back to sch XD sigh.. this day 5 years ago i rmb we were still young innocent 6b ppl with no idea what our PSLE results were but WHO CARES ANW cos we were playing almost everyday and enjoying the company for 3 weeks (: i like.

i miss 6b. im glad we (mostly) still keep in touch. :D