OHO U CAN SPOIL ME NO MORE. :)

i loved tt book.

i need cash.

sometimes i feel tt im weak, vulnerable. unable to speak up, defend for myself. but just tt one fleeting moment of momentary sadness and then everything reverts back to normal. hmmm. sometimes u rlly have to take some time out, no matter how short, to reflect on yr life.

im sick of being overshadowed. sick of being judged. sick of doing the right things yet not gaining any sort of credit from them. sick of explaining why my results are JUST NO GOOD ENOUGH FOR U. sick of doing whatever ppl want me to do. sick of not being able to think for myself. SICK. itsamazinghowidontjustbreakdownandcryanddie. :( so numb towards everything. dun rlly care what's happening to me liao. i got so much things to do i dun evn noe where to start. i need a break but i no longer have time for it. SIGH.

dobby died! :(
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blogger is being so slow. drives me insane.
so does my reading speed. :(

to do:
- clear mind
- finish HP
- tutorials
- study for chem test
- ISSUES AND IDEAS
- BE HAPPY ^^

this song is love. :)

not blogging lately cos am busy reading HP extremely slowly gahh. but yeah. im obssessed with the book and irritated at my slow speed. lik wth am i doing here bb. :D

mind's a blur muck. need to clear things. :( Theorem 2.1: All odd numbers are prime

Proof: how different professionals prove this theorem.
Mathematician: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, and by induction - every odd integer higher than 2 is a prime.
Physicist: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 9 is an experimental error, 11 is a prime. Just to be sure, try several randomly chosen numbers: 17 is a prime, 23 is a prime...
Engineer: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 9 is a prime, 11 is a prime,...
Programmer: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 7 is a prime,...
Salesperson: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 9 -- we'll do for you the best we can,...
Computer Software Salesperson: 3 is prime, 5 is prime, 7 is prime, 9 will be prime in the next release,...
Biologist: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 9 -- results have not arrived yet,...
Advertiser: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 11 is a prime,...
Lawyer: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 9 -- there is not enough evidence to prove that it is not a prime,...
Accountant: 3 is prime, 5 is prime, 7 is prime, 9 is prime, deducing 10% tax and 5% other obligations.
Statistician: Let's try several randomly chosen numbers: 17 is a prime, 23 is a prime, 11 is a prime...
Professor: 3 is prime, 5 is prime, 7 is prime, and the rest are left as an exercise for the student.
Linguist: 3 is an odd prime, 5 is an odd prime, 7 is an odd prime, 9 is a very odd prime,...
Psychologist: 3 is a prime, 5 is a prime, 7 is a prime, 9 is a prime but tries to suppress it,...
Politician: "Some numbers are prime.. but the goal is to create a kinder, gentler society where all numbers are prime... "

Theorem 2.2(Cat Theorem): A cat has nine tails

Proof: No cat has eight tails. A cat has one tail more than no cat. Therefore, a cat has nine tails.

Theorem 2.4(Salary Theorem): The less you know, the more you make.

Proof:
Postulate 1: Knowledge is Power.
Postulate 2: Time is Money.
As every engineer knows: Power = Work / Time
And since Knowledge = Power and Time = Money
It is therefore true that Knowledge = Work / Money .
Solving for Money, we get: Money = Work / Knowledge
Thus, as Knowledge approaches zero, Money approaches infinity, regardless of the amount of Work done. i accidentally read smt.
on smone's blog
i just GLANCED and i immediately closed e window lar. O.O
ARGHHHGHH the agony + suspense is killing me!!!
IM NOT GNNA READ ANYONE'S BLOG UNTIL I FINISH HP-DH
O_O
ivan hurry lemme! x) i hvnt gotten econs back but according to ISP i got an E.

so i got DEADD for blocks.

AH.

i guess tt sums things up eh. i shd start mugging. SRSLY. :(

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today was damn slack! i like. econs lecture new lecturer. was listening to her yet talking to classmates throughout. sofun lar XD lik 3 rows o ppl talking :P exciting. i like the lecturer she v fun :D

PE was spent stoning, refusing to change, walking to the pool, getting a short 'warning', walking to SALTcenter, learning some stretches in dance studio, walking back to college. :) if only every PE was to be like that. ^^;

then since mrlim wasnt here for GP and i srsly had no mood to do EoM or anything else, we decided to play cards and listen to music and talk crap and bully kenneth and qing play mind games :) aha no lar. but srsly. mind games is a goooooooood way to waste time. i like! x))

then harry potter! :D shall not say anything. i like luna lovegood :) and umbridge was SO GOOD i wanted to punch her everytime she came onscreen -.-; eh yah. tts abt it XD

omg EoM so scrwed byebye aft a weekend + a monday of weird feelings im finally up n hyper agn. :D mayb its because of talking to che n sher today? dunno :) but just feel vv happy aft crapping loads n loads w em n erm. getting some work done. :D so yeahh! we shd meet more often man wahhahas. mayb every tues? must break e news to my ma 1st tho =.=;

WATCHING OOTP ON THURS AFTER SCH WHOOT YAY.

im going for my 1st CS tml! hmmmmmmm. who has my jeffrey michael cd disc1?? :(( i think i lost it. or lent it to someone but forgot :X i miss listening to those soothing solo piano music! ^_^ anyone has steven cravis cd? XD

i srsly contradict myself lar. one moment hard rock, the next, soothing piano. :) welcome back mummy!! XD

omy a nice weekend to clear my mind but i hvnt done anything much :( so much hw to do how to finish! and my sis who SAID she wld gimme the com for sat n sun STILL uses it =.= for a long long tim n i JUST go it now lar zzz. i realised i cant do a lot o things lor. maths dun understand chem dun understand everything oso dun understand and i dun evn noe wat to do for PW argh im lik super duper scrwed wheeee.

and my FFR is loading sooooo slowly it ttly doesnt make me feel better. XP

today is 1507!! rmb one yr ago where we piahed so hard for our very own performance.. :)) its love! XD i kinda miss tt feeling lar. summore it was my last time performing on the ny audi stage.. :( wanna go there agn some day. backstage rox too! x)) too bad cun go the gathering tdy :P hope they're all having fun :)

spent loads of time spamming music. esp music tt i hvnt heard for a vv long time. LP! sum41! MCR! woah im lik gg deaf liao lar but v happy. esp LP. helped a lot :D i miss my 1st album tho. forgot to burn it :/ i finished reading the 1st arc of flame of recca too! :D:D yeahh.

haiz starting tml is week4 liaoo! time to buck up :X reading other some ppl's blogs will make u very emo. -- NOT recommended.

i think im lik shutting myself up from the rest of the world.

no games day tml. no gathering on sunday.

just me myself and my music. and load of homework to mug.

i need more time.

music makes you lose control.

mummy's coming back tml! :) Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
The kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right you wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

<3 ohoho eileen must be very proud of my title. kay random.

i go scolded by a bus auntie today! o.o cos i pressed the bus stopping bell lik 5 times =.= but not my fault lor! e 1st few times the "bus stopping" light never went on so i thot the button was spoiled. so i moved on to another one and the bus stopping sign STILL didn't come up. then she scolded me say i press 5 times liao o.o wahhh. they shd rlly put up tt "bus stopping" thing lar. i noe yr scrolling red msg lks very zai and tells me what stop i am at but srsly. i need to know that u know i want to get off. what if i were deaf? O.O then i wun even noe whether the bus IS gg to stop for me. furthermore there are many of those buttons tt i know to be spoiled lor. which is exactly why i just kept pressing cos i thot they were spoiled cos the "bus stopping" sign din flash for me. OHSIGH. at lst i was getting off the bus. so dun have to be angry no more ^^

furthermore she din force me to pay 55c. just 50c wld suffice. yay. :)

okay tts it for today i have 2 days of reflections to piah and im not sure what to write so i need to finish them by today so i can edit them tml. GG! and today's sch was so... i dunno. scary? harsh reminder of how much work we still have left to do before promos and how little time. and PW! gg gg gg. :( argh must jiayouss! :D

i got A for maths. veryveryveryveryvery low A. :) but yay anyways.

econs paper back tml. oh the agony. :X
chem on weds. O.O O.O i could live on threadless.
or in threadless. :D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ohmyy i must say this is one of my greatest greatest greatest bdays everr :D

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went to zham ddr w siew sijin xianyou jiada n ngehwee :DD ttly cldnt wait for this day lar!! wahaha. tho i must agree supernova is just damn ex. =.=; so quite xin tong to spend now haha. XD hmms xianyou pwned all of us. INCLUDING JIADA. O_O lik omg. he mugs ddr XD chao crazy!! XP

then watched jiada play parapara LOL it was CHAO AMUSING LAR. wanted to record it man XDD hmms. its lik pure entertainment lar x)))) a must watch. XD wahahahhahaa.

okay then the :D part! they got me a bday cake!! >_________< omg its lik the 1st bday cake ive ever gotten since lik a veryveryvery long tim lik before psch?? cos family never celebrates mah (n i was always a very sad kid lol) but yeah OMGOMGOMG i got a cake ahhhhh~~ chao happy larrr :)))) wheeeeee. ^_______^ THANKS THANKS THANKS a LOTLOTLOTLOTLOT :DDDDD /loooove/

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:D okay 1stly thx to (in order)
kenny!! (1st!!) yanchao! (chao zai sms!) cheho! cand! ivan! yuwei! mark! (much thx! ^^) zhenghang! choonyen! jinny! hazie! (chao high!!!XD) eliza! siew! ningxin! carolyn! sherPIG! yaoxian! hong! xiner! SUAyu! for your smses! :)) and kennedy! mervyn! cheongjun! for your emails/comments x)) and yuting! yuqing! qianling! chris!! :D han!! kenneth! gen! shinq! for your belated wishes. still muchmuchmuchly appreciated!! :D

ooh im a happy kid. x)

anw went to jurong pt to watch TRANSFORMERS w anni yuwei n weijie. :)) OMG TRANSFORMERS WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD. but i shall not talk abt tt. cos jinny saiys im biased XP. but omg. its excellent CG, good plot, romantic stuff left right to the end (gooood.) and ARGHHH ROBOTS. scifi!!! :DDDDDDD /goescrazy/

was lik being damn stupid n went to jurong east mrt when jurong pt was at boonlay. smart. :) but anw. problem solved quite quickly so no worries. XD

today:
THX KENNY FOR THE PRESENT :D zomggg yay. (no lik seriously im very shocked and extreeeeeeemely happy even though i dont show it. ^^ thx!!! x10000000++!!)

okay shall stop being so high. trg today was quite okay lar. but the sch for some reason decided to off all e lights lar =.= so it was super dark o.o trained my left turning and lots of 360turnings! nicee. :) dunno if im gnna go for nxt grading lar :X abit too soon.. haizz. ohwells i shall wait til october to think abt tt. XD for now.. its nationals!! :D i dun care must zham liao. finally get to go tournament mann. yayee!! :))

tml is aikido! :) lets see what kenny goes through once a week now. :)