:) enjoy and make one for yrselves too! :D I LOVE MARIA! x)

fac outing was rather fun rlly. laughed until stomach pain lik hell. but yeah. a night out is good time to relax. now its back to mugging. :(( but the break was very good! plus training in the morning was very effective. erm wrong word nvm.

trained timing w junquan cos hong n yukyee both nv come =.=; haizz i rlly want a medal!! top 8!! JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D so freaky la the scoring system. i ji scared liao x( ehh my black gi how? =.=; dun wanna buy leh. can borrow? =.=; then played cards w snrs oso so fun ehehe. x) tkd rox! :D

go stackopolis.com play. damn fun. graphics imba. :) enjoy! and goodnight! x) mp3 updated. :)) lots of eng songs. lots of rock. lovelove. ^____^ time to indulge!

as usual, no work done. damn.

oh and my grades spell SCAB.
glad its not SEAB (lol) yet sad its not CCAB (=.=;)
or better. wtv.

anw the S is the most unexpected S.
and the A also the most unexpected A.
:D

sht. geog tml. die.
THEN AGN I FOUND THE CD I LOST. IM SO HAPPY ^________^ eh ivan u were the one who was complaining abt yr havey bag n your "i got everything xcept for geog" day! XP and i at 1st end earlier den u one lor.. its just today... :P

woah today was insane. arrived sch at lik 7.55am. thk goodness for the rain so no assembly. but then agn it was BECAUSE of the rain tt i was late =.=;;; then econs lect sian i was damn sleepy n trying to do AQ. PE was napfa 5 items. im not gnna say anything abt this cos ppl wanna kill me alr. but rlly i do it just to prove tt the whole BMI + overweight or not thing is totally bllsht. overweight does not equate to unfit. however ny apparently thinks so. ohwell!

aft break had maths lect which... i honestly dunno wat i was doing liao. then GP essay which i think am gnna screw up. then geog extra lesson n i was alr falling aslp 1/2way through it =.=; cynthiang was quite amusing tho lol. had a few good laughs XD 1 hour break to piah AQ so happy i finally finished it XD its lik one week due =.=; and then another extra PW lesson in which i was TOTALLY falling aslp. sorry to the presenters! i was rlly 1/2dead liao T.T

my dad was totally extended by 3 hrs!!!! T_______T wahhhhh damn tired la! aft tt had to go some reflexology place to wait for my mom. the aircon was q strong but shuang oso lar. almost fell aslp if not for the sudoku on my mom's phone :P and nicenice music in mp3! lol XD

then aft tt home and im super dead and super sleepy. end of story. =.=zzzz

I NEED TO UPDATE MY MP3! and do my work. den is very happy. :)
den must be very happy. :))

suddenly post abt nycsd (now nyjf?) syf v random i noe. but anws. hrd they got silver. but they got into finals anw :)) which is good! top 10 leh! (ehh everything koped frm baoting's blog) i think for a cca which just started we alr did a very very very good job!! congrats to yall! so proud of you ^__^ i wanna watch the play lar! x( according to baoting (agn) its damn touching lar. i wanna watch!!!! XP haiz we've gone a long way lar. i think silver is alr commendable enuff and a very good start! jiayouz!! :D

cdrama finally got syf. im lik so happy can ^_____^ finally we will have some sorta position in sch. instead of just being niaoed n looked down upon. C.DRAMA ROCKS! :D omg so does huangcheng hehe.

18.5/20 FOR ECONS LECTURE QUIZ. MUST SHOW OFF. MY FIRST A! :))

today aft sch went fishtank to play step w xianyou! :D:D:D hyped up! so long nv play for so long le! almost 1.5hrs o playing la!! wheeeeeeeee ^__________^ oh and jiada's piano is superpro i never knew!!! :))) and erm. i dunno wat else happened.

ytd was pissed then emo then ranting then emo then stone then happy then happier then drenched then home. dun understand? nvm

im so scrwed so much work to do =.= i enjoy busy days lah. i must agree. but omg the amt o work i have piling up now is O_____________O q freaky. :(

clothes to iron. chem prac due tml. econs tut?!?! geog tut due tue. GPP due weds. all undone lar!!! oh wait and maths tut tml oso. ARGH!!

PW meeting in yaoxian's house was q good :)) except tt chenchen din come =.=; but ohwell we did come up q substantial stuff! :D just need to elaborate more.. :/ urge to play FFR oso.. aiyah sorry guys if i wasted a lot o tim >________< yaoxian's house v nice :))

then right aft tt chiong home then chiong to tkd. woah 2 weeks nv go liao (ponned last week) and i suddenly realised how lan the jc tkd is compared to them lar. francis sir is srsly imba lor... argh i feel damn lan lar! :(( totally not up to standard.. n i learn for so long le.. blah i srsly must work harder lor.. must rlly rlly rlly jiayou for competition!!! :X must train hard n make sure our movements are good n on time and BLAHBLAHBLAH ARGH STRESS.

n its lik stupid lar. everyone has a reason for their stress. they have lik big competitions lik syf or nationals.. but tkd is just a nothing lor. not even recognised by a lot o ppl.. so i feel so stupid for complaining while others have their even greater commitments. but hey another competition is still a competition can.. haiz.

sheesh wasting time online again. :P haha today damn high. GOOD! x))) 清理会所 day! :))

kay. 1stly i was late. lool $1 donated to welfare fund on the very 1st day the rule was implemented. XP i hope this doesnt keep up man haha! x) ill srsly b broke lor. kay then aft the briefing we had lik a 'ceremony' for suayu n kianyang to open the 会所! n guess wat. suayu couldnt open the lock!!! XDDD woah super funny lar XD in the end spent q some time trying to OPEN the lock XD but anw the lock was finally unlocked and the door was opened! lik an official opening ceremony liddat haha damn funny XD applause~~ :)

yupp then soon start work le. woah i never knew the 会所 was so big lar. i nv knew it could fit SO MUCH stuff!!! woah ji amusing. XD ohwell moving all the 道具s and cupboards and rubbish and blahblahblah out took a veryveryvery long time lor. and abt more than 1 hour later, the 会所 is finally REALLY empty. x) then we realised tt it was super super huge lar! so much space! where did it all go to?! b4 clearing it was lik. cant even walk in tt kind of state can. XD

after sorting out most of the stuff and moving everything out, time to search for 道具s. split into 3 groups to find stuff on 道具 list.. woah rlly damn easy to find lar! O.O i nvr knew there was SO MUCH crap in there! we took up lik the whole open space outside the room n it was a HUGE mess lar o_o lolz. plus the sun was grueling hot. =.=;;

was under melvin. had to find some of the weirdest randomest stuff ever. we got chops. tapes. flags. "children's delights" and "the undefined". oh and grooming stuff too lik o____O;; and ancerstal praying stuff and candles and LOTS OF RANDOM CRAP LAR! so yeah. found a few ji interesting stuff.

- a million soft toys. okay not interesting liao. :P
- mahjong set. :)
- ping pong balls!! ^_______^
- bouncy balls!!
- colourful balls!!
- more ping pong balls!!
- a yoyo
- magnets o___O;
- SUCTION PUMP lol
- broken sword
- toy gun!! x)
- ping pong balls...
- mics! dun think they work :P
- erm beer mugs
- wine bottle! hoho
- huangcheng CAPS
- old huangcheng tees! (kopekope :D)
- a plastic pool o__O (those blow up type)
- damn lot of phones.
- an old radio
- ping pong balls agn!
- briefcase which we cannot throw... just because XD
- xylophone! lol
- dart board :D
- erm.. ping pong balls?!?!
- ETC ETC

basically rlly got a damn lot of rubbish lar! oh and according to the 道具 list we're supposed to have a 1.52m long ladder which we obviously cannot find!! haha so big abit hard to miss. its rlly not there lar! XP ohwell other stuff to note is tt our tapes are rlly damn sad and the amount is so different frm original lar XD and the 4 会旗s are really pretty! just need repairing. :) amt of bamboo poles increased frm 13 to 57. reason is obvious, duh. ^^ and we couldnt find lik... a damn lot of stuff =.=; oh and pingpong balls!!! <333 was all over the place and there were SO SO SO many lar. ended up throwing most of the squashed ones. :P duh if not where got space to put lar XD got a lot of 宣传 goodies while doing all this too. old prog booklets rock! :D

yupp so after sorting everything out we could finally pack everything back into the room agn.. 城说组 damn amusing XD but the no. of 城说 books its rlly imba lar! 2 whole racks of the EXACT same book o__O they need to go on sale. SOON. x) then slowly slowly the room got filled... (and it rained and we had to hurry move all the bamboo poles in) and then woah suddenly everything which was in such a HUGE mess in the 会所 could fit back into it and there was such a huge space in the middle lar~ ^____^

then was clearing rubbish time. got dragged my yingjie n huangrong lar XP but nvm i quite like doing saigang. so much rubbish to throw. no wonder we had no space hahas. :) then we also went to open the SUPER HUGE black groundmat! :D its lik full of starch lar n its rlly sperhuge. and sticky. and heavy. took lik more than 20 ppl just to unroll untangle n unfold it. n i cldnt even fit in tt area outside the cca rooms. took up the whole tkd trg place and we even had to dangle a tiny bit over the railing. :X

then cleaning time! loki was lik trying to clean it by sweeping the groundmat + water w a broom lol. looks chao amusing la x)) n everytime we spray water til over the railings then always have to look down n see if got ppl walking past anot. so much water got swept downstairs oso lar. and mind u it's STARCH water. u wldnt wanna get it on you. XD oh well in the end we just decided to leave it there over 2 nights to dry (hopefully) and go collect it on monday lar :P playing w water chao fun XD

so basically we spent about NINE hours clearing and sorting and putting 会所 back into shape. :) i love tt place now! just tt its damn hot n stuffy inside XD but srsly.. doing yr part in making it so super neat just makes you love it even more! :D yay 蜡笔小新! yay 招财猫! yay pink panther on a stool wearing sunglasses! lol random XD

aft tt a whole grp o 24 ppl bombarded KAP. found no place to sit. ordered takeaway and went to some place at the back/side of kap n totally blocked the corridor. XD so ulu and random lar! then just keep talking crap and playing lame games and ARGH i got forfeited lar LALALA. but damn fun dan zi high-ing there :))) yay zhong ji mi ma! since our grp so big we played lik 1 to 10 000. huge numbers la! funfun :) lovelove the ppl there! :D

left ard 7.30. n i went home @ 8. more than 12 hrs out. yay. :)

today was damn tiring but rlly damn happy lar! and also got to talk to more ppl tt i usually dun talk to so yepps! :D gonna enjoy my time in chisoc! for the nxt 2 yrs, forever~!! :D ahhh and im in 活动策划小组 too! will do my best! yehh~ gambatte~~!! ^_____^

okay enough of highness. tml must iron clothes update mp3 download stuff collect specs meetup for PW go for tkd. woah damn lot o things la :/ oh and my accounts!! arghh. haha owell tts all for today then!! ^______^

i love my CCAs. :D I'll Be Okay - McFly

when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
it's been so long now you've forgotten how to smile

and overhead the skies are clear
but it still seems to rain on you
and your only friends all have better things to do

[CHORUS]
when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
oh just tell yourself
ahh, I'll be okay

now things are only getting worse
and you need someone to take the blame
when the love has gone there's no one to share the pain

been sleepin with the tv on
and lying in an empty bed
all the alcohol in the world would never help me to forget

[CHORUS]
when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
just try a little harder
try your best to make it through the day
oh just tell yourself
ahh, I'll be okay

you're not alone
you're not alone
you're not alone
just tell yourself...
ahh, I'll be okay
oh just tell yourself
ahh, I'll be okay
won't you tell yourself
ahh, ahh

[CHORUS]
when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
try a little harder
try your best to make it through the day
oh just tell yourself
ahh, I'll be okay
ahh, I'll be okay
ahh, I'll be okay
ahh, I'll be okay

i found my motivational song! :) i love my mp3. yay finally at peace. ^^ shall go have my 4.5hr slp now XD goodnight everybody yay. :) it's really odd. how i can get so emo lately. and so easily summore. like. what do i live for anyway? to mug? to study? is that what a student now is supposed to do? just produce good results and make your parents happy and not worried? sorry hor. wo bu shi wan neng de. =.=

omg im damn scrwed lar. on top of sch work i still got house work to do. n i totally have no time. or no motivation. and then all the work just piles up.

lik how i have a whole week's worth of clothes to iron.
lik how i have 3 weeks's worth of accounts to do.

argh!! so pissed. geog timed assignments, lecture test, maths lecture test and econs lecture quiz all over. kinda lifts some burden but still, cant b too happy til the result are back. and if theyre poor results, even worse. my studies now srsly q cmi lar. n i rlly dun wanna disappoint anyone agn. but if i dun go mug i will stat disappointing. n im not one who mugs. =.=;

some ppl can just go pursue their dreams. but since young i was never told to do so. just told to be good and have good results. so then, do i have any dreams anyway? what do i ever want to be after im no longer a student? what use is all the stuff im studying now to what im gg to do in the future? no one noes yet lor. not even me. i srsly have no goals in life lar. just to play hard n dont get pwned. :P

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NEVERMIND.

today was a rather good day. :) 1 hour of geog became 1 hour of piahing chem. chem was fine cos holy was in a good mood. 1.5 hour break spent will more asshole daidee. chem lect getting abit.. blur. but nevermind still can follow. i... think. pw once agn our grp is not complete. and i wasnt in a very good mood so.. SORRY LAR. :( ct session was good tho. the acres guy did a very good job. :D then huangcheng stuff. i rlly feel at ease when im with the huangcheng peeps. ahh the power of huangcheng. ^_____^ pokesanni. :))

tkd! ivan rmbs my pattern better than i do. :P why nv go join competition!! T.T anw we also ran away 1/2way to watch MAD's rehearsal. i think its chao nice. wish them all the best. omg ladder!! <33 and yupp its rlly damn nice lar. except i still think some part very messy.. got 3 sections to watch. but we were sitting damn close to the stage la so.. haha. our fault oso XD

THXIVANYOUMAKEMEVERYHAPPY. :)

yes. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

im thinking of putting some random indo song on my blog just cos no one understands it. :)

sorry la gt smt wrong w me today. piahing chem tut. wth.

只能从远处看
没有勇气往前
那种感觉 有时真得很痛苦

lol so emo. so bad for health. but sometimes a dose of emo helps bring me back to reality. OH SIGH :( listening to lots o eng songs agn. techno + hiphop + rock. anything with energy. cos apparently the relatively slower chi songs makes me even more emo =.=; MCR rocks. x) wanted to blog abt huangcheng. watched the vid on yeejiunn's blog. woah surprising how it is over just like that. surprising. and at the same time sad too. i want to live huangcheng all over again. which is why i decided to stay lar heheh. ^^; i miss victoria theatre. A LOT. :( omg must stop thinking. T.T

just read latest chapter of bleach. WTFing.

a lot o mixed thoughts now. the later into the night i stay up, the weirder the things i think of. this is... BAD. :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESLIE :D i noe u dun read this. ^^ omg i really really really love wednesdays lah! ^^ since sat i was rather stressed for tkd and all cos my pattern (to the seniors) srsly not up to standard lor and im lik arghhH! how to improve!!! O.O yeah so tkd stress frm sat to early weds. but then aft gg for tkd i srsly then am reminded of why i love tkd so much lar! ^_^ ahhh im not talking sense le anw today tkd rocks lar!! :D

hmms today's warm ups were slightly more crazy n i think my abs will hurt lik siao tml.. but no running! and aft warmups i rlly felt damn awake :) then proceeded to keep practicing patterns lor and talking crap :D kenny n yingzhi ponned! >___< bah! haha but nvm crapping w ivan hong nicloh and some seniors was rather fun ^^ and yes ivan im short. i know it le. XP

im kinda catching up w work i guess? im trying my best to not slp during lectures n all tt so tt wun miss anything lor.. :/ and i tidied up all my lecture notes and tutorials and FILED them!! ahh i feel so neat. and accomplised ^_____^ and the feeling kinda motivates me too! :D yupuyps which is a super good thing lar :D i need motivation to do work de. haizz. but anyway monday night actually did substantial chem to hand up the next day. and i UNDERSTOOD what i was doing :)) then tues i piahed econs before the tutorial and could do my work pretty fast cos i could do! just too lazy to do b4 hand =.=

quite weirdly my worst subject is now maths lar =.= and perhaps GP too. :( maths.. haha lecture test is a total screwup lar! :(( i dun rlly understand chapter one at all!! O.O ohwellz. to think that those were the only tutorials i did diligently.. =.=;; i contradict myself.

so well. for the past 3 days, i have survived 4 graded assignments/tests! :D 3 geog 1 maths. so happy! the 2nd geog timed assignment was better if not for the SUPER SUPER SUPER cold aircon which was blowing directly at me T.T but the assignment itself was rather okay. :) massive note copying.. just make sure you know where to copy frm XD cos the notes super thick have to find where's the exact part one lol. :) then geog lecture test today was quite fine! exept for the fact tt my 9 mark ans is AS LONG AS my 16 mark one.. so.. yeah.

actly rlly hope these geog stuff will help pull up my ISP marks lar. currently at a B.. my geog was never good but i want it to b good! for once! i got C5 in sec2 n continued taking in sec3.. got a B3 in sec4 and still take in JC.. quite weird lar. but i rly lik the subj lar! dunno why i just cant score.. :( and the sadder thing is tt all my parents look at is just marks marks marks and how this subject or that subject will b good for your future your portfolio your scholarship applications BLAHBLAH which seriously, im not too interested in. :/

but as carolyn has mentioned b4. everything in life is now a rat race. n for some reason i just cant keep up lar. too bad. :/ bleah.

on another note, bleach is getting EXCITING WHEE. ^____^ must stop wasting time. got chem tutorial and APPLICATION QUESTION to piah!! im gnna die for AQ. :( im on a bleach high! someone must save me. :) i have just downloaded episodes 52-75 ready for burning into CDs. i have finished readiging yuqing's 24,25,26 and have continued reading online frm chapter 234 to 257. ohoh and i've finished all the bleach tt jo has given me. AHAH I LOVE BLEACH! siao this is gg crazy man. ONCE I CATCH UP, MUST STOP! O.O yes. must. note to self. helpp! x(

hey im actually doing chem. and understanding. :D kinda anw =.=

today's maths lecture test was terrible. so nevermind. geog was a tad better but woah ji stressful + abit not enough time o.o my ans were so messy and all over lar!! :/ oh and the thunderstorm din help at all.. =.= the once SUPER LOUD thunder was SO LOUD n so super closely scary tt i stopped writing for almost 1/2 a min.. crap. =.= oh well its all over i hope i did OKAY and perhaps.. improved frm my 1st test? heh. :) wishwishwish.

one more to go tml! and the ulitmate geog lecture test on wed!! jiayoujiayou! then can erm start to niao ivan cos he has two timed assignments to sit for on friday XP :)) must PRESEVERE. wed got tkd too. getting stressful. crap.

must love tkd! :) must mug! =.= i love my new msn nic + personal msg. hehe.

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iMug, iPlay, iSleep. - iNeedALife

goodnight. HAHA. TODAY. DAMN FUN. x)
WEDNESDAY OSO. x))

weds! another lovely tkd day. onli reason why NOT so happy is that we had to go to some sembcorp talk cos no J2 went n hence the whole LT was lik empty so we were dragged to go 'fill up' the seats. =.=; it was quite okay.. if not for the fact tt i was cheated of a whol 1/2 hour and was late for tkd x((

but ohwell! tkd was rather slack cos of the rain. x) the running ard sch became running inside sch which was SO MUCH shorter! so very slack. not tired at all. o.o then they said had some competition on 13th may so we start forming grps n learning patterns lor.. i got upgraded to black! which means need to learn 2 new patterns... x/ but ohwell.. have to learn them eventually bah.. yupp! x) must b positive! the black tip pattern is super fun to do lar!! so many steps and all tt and I CAN RMB!! mwahaha. me and my memory for non acad stuff. YET AGN. x)

basically it was a rather slack training lar which wasnt draining. yeah! :) love patterns! we shall pwn the competition! must work hard! :D:D:D jiayou jiayou jiayou! :D

thurs PE was well, quite hellish. 2.4 and i din even noe there was 2.4 so wasnt rlly very prepared. finished my 6 rounds (UNLIKE OTHERS) but was a very tiring run for me :( my whole shirt was SOAKING WET lar. damn gross o_o LUCKILY i brought my towel. hah! premonition q good ehh. x) aft sch walk ard crap w jo + yuqing. :D

then today!! lol today was mostly crappy n quite slack actly. ^^ geog lecture as usual nothing much to say. IVAN DARLING. LOL. LOL. WILL NEVER FORGET THAT. XD chem mock spa!! hmmmm. shant comment abt anything just tt i got IMBA answers lik 99.9% =.=;;;

then a nice 1.5 hour break where we played many rounds of asshole daidee. w jin yuqing yuting n kenneth! i had a place w good feng shui! and the lowest i ever went was queen. :) so decided to change place w yuqing (who was having bad feng shui) and then RLLY. totally changed lar! within 2 games, she became king and i became SUPERASSHOLE. XDDD damn amusing. must b the stinky pe shirt. HAHA XDD lol playing asshole daidee refreshes the mind. actly its just the endless laughing at no particular thing lar. makes you happy. or the coffee i drank during break. o.O

geog lecture.. quite productive. i understand. which is GOOOOD. i alr got 1.5 topics dun understand liao (gas laws and 1/2 of chem bonding) so its good to finally understand something. x)) the examples are good but i think sometimes the lecturer abit too fast.. so just meng copy.. have to go back and read + digest everything.. haii x/ i got slow brain lar. cannot catch up de XP

PW.. never mind. 5 people, one PI. what to discuss? x)) then ct session which was onli enjoyable cos of the nice movie, constant smsing (oops ^^;) and rather entertaining show haha. fac outing on 28th! rlly wanna go but.. dunno if mom wld let.. qt ex oso. 19bux leh! O.O and where's this golden/dragon gate restaurant anw? :P

ANWANW. aft sch went to crash tkd for a BEEEET but of cos cun go cos got ushering!! which turned out to b very fun!!! i rlly miss doing these sort of things lar.. in ny had lots of chance to do so cos my chi drama.. all our CIPs are lik.. helping some event by becoming ushers/saigang all tt.. which is damn fun!! ^^ b4 tt during dinner oso had fun zamming everyone w lame jokes lame games and ALL TT CRAP. x)) whee whee whee. x)))

ushering.. walking there and back agn and there agn basically i crossed the central plaza much more than 20 times tts for sure. :) was lik so tired by 7pm lar =.=; sheesh. but nvm. i enjoy it anw. THEN HAD MORE COFFEE (hinthint) and then we went back to class bench (okay not exactly but..) to play more asshole daidee! x)))) once agn, den pwnz. :D oh yeah. mwahhahaha (evilevilevilXD)

then talking crap outside audi door while waiting for QnA to end.. then sending parents torespective classrooms, then more fun in the audi while helping out w research symposium stuff + playing lame games! ^________^ before finally going home. but was rlly happy and high today lar!! so different compared to the past few weeks. I FEEL ALIVE!!! :D

yupp. i feel motivated! must do work! stop slacking! listen in class! be good! x) train tkd! :D MUST BE HAPPY!!! x)) (mummy oso!! :))

hence, 2 words to sum today up: coffee high. :D

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got trg at 9 tml wat m i doing here =.=; GOOD NIGHT ^^

THERE IVAN. LOOOOOOONG ENOUGH FOR YOU? :D DENISBACK:) totally in love with bleach again ^____^ anw was gnna blog in sch but the slowness of the com and the refusal of my signing in to blogger in sch ttly spoiled my mood =.=.... so now i dunno wat to blog abt liao.

sch is damn sian. tml is weds. weds is a happy day. :D

bleach is love.

oh and geog trip briefing today. haiz. just hope geog trip is gnna b uber fun! XDD

kay totally no mood liao. :P i want to blast music into my ears.
i dont want to hear anything else.
or feel anything else.

GEOG GEOG GEOG
PI PI PI
ARGHHHHHHH elections. when it boils down and sinks in, im actly quite. sad. :( i wanted to get it. i wanted to prove something. i wanted to prove that i can actually DO something. i wanted to prove something to my parents. tt im not just a piece of scrap. that i can actually do aomething? but ohwell. theres always better contenders out there and i can never match up to them. :( what do you want me to do anw? the whole world doesnt revolve around ME okay? why do you expect so much anyway! im not lik superwoman or something! :( congrats to the 3 daozhangs! you guys are definitely worth it and hope yall do a good job kay! LOKKY ANNI AND MELWAN :) love u guys! :D DAOZHANG!! ^______^ and also congrats to SUAYU the 主席 KIANYANG the 副主 YICHENG the 总务 JONATHAN the 崔场 and everyone everyone else in 执委/筹委! :)))

xiao huangcheng was quite a success! at lst our play had a storyline and everyone had their fair share of laughs. ^^ i love huangcheng seniors! they are damn crazy and damn fun!! :DD throwing newspaperballs! and other crazy crazy stuff. XD being w huangcheng ppl just makes me happy :) and for once took bus home damn late (cos mom nv let b4 but last nite she nt free XP) and took 852 w liangxun borui n jinhao! lols reached home at lik 10.30 mom q pissed but OHWELL.

pls lar not lik i do this everyday rite? ITS JUST A CCA DAY ITS JUST A CELEBRATION FOR US ITS JUST TO STAY BACK AND CELEBRATE OUR NEW LEADERS IS THERE A PROBLEM WITH THAT? haiz. :( just once in awhile oso cannot. i got go home u shd b happy enough kay. =.= need more freedom. :(

today was grading! woke up early reached damn early n in the end waited damn long just for our turn cos were right at the back so have to wait for the massive no.s of white + greenbelters lol. :) hmm i think it was quite okay! :D at least din do any major mistakes!... i think. :/ got taeguk 4 for optional pattern lar! my worst. =.= but i wasnt asked to repeat! so its... okay? :))

oh then sparring. was TERRIBLE. omg i sparred both ppl frm the instructor's other club. woah siao they all kick DAMN below belt lar! so now i got this stupid bruise on my inner thigh or smt cos the person lik JABBED w her toe or smt. no1 nv hold back. wahlao its supposed to b semi contact! then no2 its clearly below belt. no3 YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO KICK W YR TOE! bahhh. the bruise is lik tiny but black and lik OUCH. T__T and at a damn erm. unsightly place. =.=;;; hence erm cant b seen tho so i shd b erm happy? XD

it ended earlier than i thought so i cld went out w kenny ivan hong chris yooj and SOMEONE. XD erm i still dunno who tt someone is. :P so yeah just went to nearby eng wah at tp to watch sunrise SUNSHINE (omg i actly got the name wrong lar argh!). some parts quite.. gross. but overall i think the show was very nice. (omg i love love futuristic machines arghhhh! ^^) (i think they're supercool! ^_____^) oh and anyway the story's nice and has some meaning to lik. how much we can change our fates and all tt lar. yupps.

aft tt had some VERY NICE 珍珠奶茶!!! ^____^ omg the 奶茶 itself was super nice and the correct taste and the pearls were soft and squishy and supernice!!! haha tts why i just HAD to say this. x)) then went arcade for awhile to play noob percussion mania. :P i rlly damn noob lar. :( better at ddr but tt arcade dun have XD had parapara too tho but of cos dun dare to play and 献丑 infront of everyone. ^^

and then im home. and slacking agn. :P but now rlly have to piah lah. so many things due tml T.T geog essay! PI! geog tutorial! maths tutorial! ermerm. chem tutorial! argh its lik everything lar. and have to do econs too!! ahhhhhhh!

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It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you

i 心痛 whenever i hear this line. :( its just lik a similar line in Bukan Diriku by Samsons (which i dun have!!!) T_____T its just damn sad lar.

Walau ku masih mencintaimu (although i still love you)
Ku harus meninggalkanmu (i have to leave you)
Ku harus melupakanmu (i have to forget you)

the feelings just damn sad damn heavy lar. lik how u love someone/thing so much and have given your all to him/her/it yet u have to let go and there's no other choice. T___T emoemoemo. 心痛心痛心痛!! x(

haha thx zx for the song!! ahh listening to it lik siao now haha. nvm poor quality at lst now i have it!!!! wheeeeeee ^_________________^ Should I stay, or should I go..

to end off, quiz time! ^^

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You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

You Belong in Summer

Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world... You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day. Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather.

You Are: 80% Dog, 20% Cat

You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally.

woof. rlly got time to do hw! :P yah. got time. but i procrastinate and am damn lazy today! :( so yeah. i havent touched ANYTHING. srsly.. gotta mug geog liao its like due LAST friday? argh!! if by monday i dun hand it up i DIE. still got PI.. still got geog tutorial #2.. omgomg gg!!

and the worst thing is my sat is totally booked. =.= unless i find time to piah geog in sch tml :P tml is elections day + xiao huangcheng!! :D so extitinggggg. XD hmm i hope ppl understand our script? cos i still dont. ^^; but its actly q funny la. just for laughs anw. :P cept for the guys who rlly got ppl to niao XD and elections!! 2 min speech wth!!!!!! O___O damn stressful can omgomgomgomg. :((( argh JIAYOU! haha. jiayou to the rest who are running for posts too!!! :) argh tml is lik THE DAY. EVERYTHING will b out! argh argh argh! stress stress stress.

sunday also another stress day. GRADING. memorise 7 patterns. i (repeat) scared brain dead scared forget my pattern scared suddenly do wrong thing ARGH! i hope i passed! if not very waste $$ T.T haizz. and must rmb to bring guard and all tt.. =.= mayb gg out w vankenhong aft grading! :)

okay today i have decided to slack off n not do work lar basically. went out w che n sher to bishan then ps. ^^ met xianyou at ps too! to play ddr. OMG U DAMN PRO LAR U PUT ME TO SHAME x(( hahas no lar yr rlly good! jiayous! wo lao le. bone harden liao. XDD oh yeah and i bought BLEACH23 too!!! :DDD readreadread. i lost my 18. :( im q sure i bought it liao but..... :X diedie :(

after i got home just stoned, used com for awhile, watched ice age (lol) and then ouran high. finished 5 eps liao ^______^ fangirl wheeeee. i lovelove anime finally watching agn finally HAPPY agn!! for these stupid little things. :) monday shall bring harddisk and let yuqing upload more into it!! ^_____^ squeeeee. hehehe. :D anime yay! ^^

i deleted all the msgs in my phone inbox. accidentally. damn sad. :( all my nice msgs + motivational msgs + funny msgs + msgs tt ppl have no idea why i keep but i laugh when i read. hehe. anw yupps. damn sad. T_____T oh well. now have to start anew liao. inbox suddenly feels diff. hahas. msgs frm lik more than a yr ago leh!! T_______T BAH must get over it. XD

okay cannot slp too late today i shall watch more ouran and do abit of work bah. :) to end off, a quiz! (agn) hehehe. obssessed w blogthings now. :P

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You Are An Apple Tree

You are quiet and shy at times, but you have lots of charm and appeal. You are quite attractive: your pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, and adventurous spirit draw people in. Sensitive and loyal in love, you want to love and be loved. You are a faithful and tender partner - who is generous in sharing your many talents. You love children, and you need an affectionate partner.

woah today actly felt quite good. but let's start w ytd! :)

training was somehow not as rigorous. i think its cos there was no ard the sch run. x) and floor was wet so cant jump as high/run as fast. :D was sweating a lot but damn shuang! felt hyper and not tired. :D grading damn scared. i damn scared i tt day too nervous n suddenly forget everything n do smt wrongly :( on a lighter note, the female instructor's actly v nice :), seniors are nice, shenyang's nice lol, and yingzhi's guitar rox. it lks damn nice la. id prefer tt to a glossy one anytime. dunno why. im weird. ^^ played guitar til damn shuang tho i still damn noob cant rmb any other scores liao XD

hmm today! econs lect. actly finished the whole stack o lecture notes. woah shes lik 10x more efficient than kt la! ji fast. oO PE.. I RAN. hmph. unlike other ppl and bball was q fun too! got in lik.. 3 balls :DD nooooob. x) maths lect quite... weird. i was attentive enough to do all my questions faster than the tr. but so slpy tt we were discussing how to slp w/o being noticed. XD then right aft we were dismissed we just SLEPT. and daoed GP for 5 mins. XD then our class finally decided to move..... and i slept during GP. ^^

aft sch was generally stoning and waiting for interview. damn sian la! hmm sijin's piano improvisation skills are damn zai. O.O eileen's damn good at the piano too! unlike me. no talent one. x) then had a GREAT talk w jinny eileen n yuting. OMAN I NEVER KNEW YOU GUYS KNEW BUT NOW I FEEL ABIT BETTER COS MORE PPL NOTICE TOO AND ARE KINDA CONCERNED I GUESS? yupp. but the prob's still there. n i dunno wat to do. mayb she just needs to learn. :/

interview was...... okay. wangwan's q nice la. but. but. oman now i q rlly wanna b cai zheng liao but why one onli??? damn stress >.<

today feel lik slacking the day/night off. tml gnna go out. yes. OUT. no longer mugging at home. IM GONNA SEE SHER N CHE! YAYYYY time to catch up :)) quiz spam!

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

I ACT MY AGE. quite surprising. i thot i'd b lik. younger =.=

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you! And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign! Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer

can i laugh? XDDDDD

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

purple? oO

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

:)

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

oO

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

:D

You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

right brainer, right hander. yeahhhbabehh. council elections day today! hence missed 3 whole hours of lessons :D anyway congrats to all the new councillors who got elected la esp KHEEXUAN WOANKENG and DINO! x))

tkd tml. i hope i dun GGfy myself. 7 patterns leh wth. scared brain dead suddenly. scared forget a small little step. scared do old pattern instead of new changes. ARGH. FIVE MORE DAYS.

hmm im starting to get the motivation to do well and catch up with my sch work agn lar. hence am not going class outing to MUG on friday. mug geog. mug chem. mug econs. mug maths? MUG PI. woah siao. mug everything lar rlly need to catch up le man x((

running for huangcheng. yes. daozhang. and chouwei caizheng. caizheng interview on thurs. yes. TWO DAYS TIME. JI SCARED JI SCARED JI SCARED.

econs is getting better. i actly dun mind the new lecturer but sometimes shes q fast :/ but hey! good examples and I ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND. good! x) and i did my geog tutorial right befre the tutorial today and hence feel damn accomplished cos im finally understanding. :) feels good to clear your mind of stuff. :D

today had mini 405 gathering LOL got jinny siew anni carolyn nx eliza kt and me! bitching abt life and playing fuzzywuzzy and basically wasting time. so happy! and daoju meeting was damn FEI ended up playing cards la XD and i still think the script abit no pt o.o

ytd damn emo dao bao then today abit better bah cos kinda thought thru it in the car. hmm have i changed? i dunno. anw this is wat i was typing in my phone on the car in e morning..

for every :( thing tt happens in life, there will be a :) thing in return and vice versa. hence dun always have to wallow in self pity when :( thing happens or be too happy and proud and all tt when something :) happens. realised ive been focussing too much on the :( things in life and neglecting e small :) things tt used to make me happy. must be more positive! :D its okay to fa xie for a while if yr rlly emo/pissed bah but never brood over it for too long.

haha my damn lame dao li. :) anw i hope im happy now. :)

CAROLYN I NEED TO TALK TO YOU AND CONTINUE TT ARGUMENT W YOU THAT IVE HAD FOR THE LONGEST TIME. I STILL DISAGREE W YOU LAR. IT CAN EXIST OKAY!! 1. go to www.flashflashrevolution.com/FFR_the_game.php
2a. go to 'Dance' 3rd page bottom right and play World of Dreams
b. go to 'Dance2' 1st page and play everything esp X-Dreamer Final Cut and Tribal Revival
3. go join FFR. :)

whee just spent the last 45mins spamming myself with FFR. feel the lovee. ^^

okay now i gotta chiong geog x( I WANT A NEW COM. preferably my own but i dunno how long more id have to wait for tt lar. actly dun need new com. i just need more freedom on this com o.o

1. the com is friggin laggy if you do *too many stuff* at once
* too many stuff = internet + photoshop + wmp. =.=
2. dad banned youtube. banned msn. banned everything.
3. cant even install a CODEC cos i dun have admin =.=
4. which means i cant watch the anime jo gave me O.O

BASICALLY I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ON THIS COM LARRRR! RAR. oh and got summore.

5. the mouse sucks: sometimes just disconnect n get stuck
6. keyboard: sometimes suddenly cannot use oso. not as serious as mouse tho
7. my PS 5.5 is now pretty bad n scrwed n lags a lot =.=

rahh its damn irritating la! :( i want a lappy! lol. MY OWN LAPPY. BLAHBLAHBLAH.

hlp me do :) thankew!