backstage mayhem!
this is the very reason i LOVELOVELOVE being in a performace/production. :)
zihighing!!! wheeee
and is THAT ZAC EFRON? O.O


edit:
i guess not. WHEW.

anw check this out!:






and i want threadless!!! argh.
-squeaked!
-flowers in the attic
-calling home!!
-my pet human
-mission listen
-biblical disaster
-the sound of silents
-7.00
......
ah forget it. im supposed to slp -.-
and these are only those that arent out of stock. -.- zzzz
i love the product unique tag prints on every shirt!

sites:
http://www.neskoncept.com/

minesweeper high!

13 more minutes! guess the time. lol posts! -pats back-

hahs finally. i think i ttly doubled my post count this year compared to last yr :/ ohwell this year got much more things to say anw :) hmm what abt nxt yr? prolly be posting abt... lots of mugging T.T hopefully i can go study w che + sher + yc more times than this year (: than ill be a happykid! x) miss them loads rahhhh hope can go meet them on mon!!! :D:D:D

and i need to erm. manage my money well. argh. SAVE SAVE SAVE! so nxt time can BUY BUY BUY O.O keep seeing lik nice stuff, clothes, gadgets that i want but obviously do not have the money to afford :/ and my ma also keeps holding on to my $ so cant buy a lot of stuff x_x i cant even keep my DVC salary!! rahhh. i will negotiate! o.o!

today went minds cafe w s63! :D not bad quite a lot o ppl went. played cluedo and life than had to leave liao :( sads. ohwell better be guai now cos ill b gg out quite a lot i think ^^ at lst still got fac outing to hang out so.. yay! :D and zx, if u read this, skating whenn? :D

anw cluedo was damn funny. playing it the unconventional way. with tricking ppl and all tt. HEHEHEE. started w sj n wj. then no one trust them liao damn funny XD and we (kenwee n i) managed to trick them back! WAHAHAHAA damn fun XD and game of life damn fei i lost x_x everyone gt above 1mill in e end n i onli got $945000 XP cos i got no education mah. rush to get a job hahas. lameeee.

kks must rmb to SAVE UP. DON'T SMS SO MUCH. BE GOOD. HAVE FUN! hols resolutions XD

oh and HAPPY HALLOWEEN. lol. erm. yah.

3 hours and 39 minutes more to the END OF MY AGONY rahhhh

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today was fine compared to last nights emoing. rlly terrible. all started cos i gave my results slip for my parents to see. -.- zzz. anw some stuff typeed on my hp frm last nights emoing. posted for myself. as a reminder. if you dun understand, GOOD. even better.

i want to but life's not giving me a chance to be who i wanna be. i have my views but you never listen anyway. everything i do against you and your believes and rules and laws and whatever is just WRONG. and every flaw in my personality is thanks to my friends. you never try to understand, you just start scolding me and telling me that whatever i do is wrong. even if i have a reason it is merely an excuse. so what for explaining. well so what if i got a D for GP? its not good enough for you but you always knew it isnt my strongest subject. so why just focus on how badly ive done? i did my best and got good enough results to even qualify for H3. is that still not enough? im stupid alright im sorry i cant live up to your standards and be perfect enough for you. with you strict rules and dominance over my views, i am simply a weakling who no longer dares to speak up. you always say im not good enough for an exco post and i dont get it cos others are better than me. that might be true but what if i did get in? i wouldnt be able to stay late for meetings and such anyway if you dont even let me stay back for huangcheng. bad comparison but yeah. whatever. you dont even try to understand and try to compromise with me for a moment. youre right, im wrong. WHATEVER. im sick of meeting you overly high expectations and demands. oh and now i have bad language issues too. im sorry but thats not my friends' faults. daont blame them. but im sorry too that i make such 'bad' friends and have 'bad' company. unlike her. clever friends who love reading and stuff! how lovely. i am weak. we are different people with differing personalities. please dont compare my life and choices with hers. my views arent important, only yours. so what for argue? i might as well just shut up and stop speaking next time our ideas differ. for fear of being too rude for you. maybe that would make you feel better? my personality just so doesnt go with the rest of my family. my friends are probably just a rowdy, unintellectual bunch who do nothing but influence me badly. well sorry i enjoy their company, thank you, and have lots of fun and probably must more life than her. and i still manage to handle my studies relatively well. why must everyone be so mark oriented anyway? i should have just gotter into a random secsch and go poly or smt or whatever then perhaps your expectations wont be so high and i would have some space to breate. but then i wont be able to meet such great people i have met. so scratch that. i do things at my own pace. dont, never, FORCE me to do something or keep reminding and bugging and nagging and breathing down my neck. like getting an A. i will get it over time just not so soon. and the more you want it and remind me, the more you WONT get it. i improved in ALL my subjects for promos but does anyone give a damn? no. cos no A is still, sadly, no A. and i suck.

all this anger has probably subsided by now :/ last night was lethargy + sickness made me very impatient and pissed off quickly. and i really felt that everything was so unfair. :( yay im here to suan/niao ppl.

GLUCK PIAHING FOR OP PEEPS! :D:D:D

for those done alr, grats! :D

ahh just rmbed wat i was gnna post last night. finally relearned canon! ahh so lovely :) too bad fish tank wasnt open today tho :( wanted to play piano! brought scores summore! (which in e end i lent to qing XD) whee canon canon i dun lik e sound o e organ :/ i prefer playing on real piano! but nv play full canon on real piano b4 hahas. ^^; bah. anw yah. tts was WHY i wasnt practicing for OP :P

OP today! OP over! it was quite okay actly. as long as u know yr stuff and dun over rely on yr cards and are confident enough of what yr saying, sure can ace it was lor. i think. i hope :P and the QnA wasnt too bad either. general stuffs. shd b able to ans as long as... as long as u know yr proj well? oO yah. gluck ppl HAHA.

hope i can go class outing tml! (:

and ONE MORE DAY TO END OF MY AGONY! (sms) :D:D:D:D:D:D

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I WANNA LEARN PIANO PROPERLY!!!!!! (or own some nice scores then i can self learn :D:D:D gimme gimme!)

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oh. and im officially sick :(

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really sick. o.o okay. must act not sick so i can go tml!!! :D:D:D hyperrr. hmm shall go play piano organ. oh and i miss GC's chronicles album!!! wheee thx jinny! (: bah stupid nose.

koped frm weiseng n zhenghang. :) fun.

anw i srsly damn scared for OP lar im nt rlly. practicing. :/ MEEEEP. gahgahgahgah. sosososossoso dead. :( ohwells. ohwells. ohwells.

im short of cash, i say sadly. :(

ahhh OP!!!! and its 1am alr craps better hurry memo all e impt pts. wheeee. byebyes.

this post is so crap. lol they changed their band name erm, again? oO hahas but they were good lar :D grats jw n wz! :D (and javis and benny and keyboardist (OOPS) but i dont know u guys :X)

then the guy aft them, walterwong, was also good. and 17-y-o got album liao rich lar O.O meeeps. he's good tho. (: and the last band was not bad, just very very very very VERY loud. o.O so.. quite deafening at times lar T.T and the lead singer, altho her voice is nice, she damn stone while singing lar. mayb (i guess) its on purpose but rlly damn stone. more fun to watch the other members. :P and then.....

PS got recordings! :D

today is JUST SO NOT MY DAY. :( supposed to b home by 6 right, but e gig was longer than expected so home by 6 was virtually impossible. so rushed home aft listening to only one song by the last band. reached yck. THEN realised i 4got to buy smt i was supposed to and rushed BACK to isetan to get it =.= mehhh. then when i got home ma was lik "since u 4got then just dun buy lar" ohwell. if i din buy then u wld niao me for having forgotten at get even more pissed and then I will get even more pissed. so? mite as well just go buy right. -.-

and the whole time i was being damn jing zhang cos ma was bugging me to go home and gg like "i thot u said 6 now u cant b home by 6 what is this?!?!" zzzz cant stand it lar. its just a little longer. theres such things called UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES. -.- why cant i just have a bit more freedom and why cant u just trust me a little bit more? its not like im gg out doing something totally illegal. and its not lik i din tell u i wasnt gonna be late. bahh.

before the gig itself had a bit o free time tho. so went j8 to looksee looksee. din get anything. cldnt find bleach at comics con!! :O grahh i wonder what they did to it :( then went over to taka FOURUM (nearer the lib anws) to looksee looksee agn. bought 2 mangas at kino -cue 10bux flying away- :X but ahh so happy lar. retail therapy sorta. i srsly need some time and money and more time and FREEDOM and NO NAGGING or breathing down my neck about time and punctuality. and some more $. then i can go and have a whole day's worth of retail therapy and buy all these things that i have been eyeing. like pretty stuff. and clothes. ahhhh. bought pencil for my SATs too haha. super expensive pencils -.- artfriend mah. but dun have anywhere else :X ohwell!

i wanna do some arting some time soon. and musicing. and skating. and working. :D and playing and shopping and dancing. lastly of course som mugging. -.- hols here i come! if only my ma wld let lar duh. :/ SIGH.

i realised tt my personality on gg out (go out, have fun, go crazy, time doesnt matter just gimme one whole day on my own) ttly doesnt work w my ma. she's e kind who needs to know where u are every time and what time yr coming back home and all tt. and the thing is 99.9% of the time i DONT know what time im coming home! sheeesh. and everything i do that doesnt comply just pisses her off. and that USED to put me in a super bad mood. ive learnt to live with it i guess. immune to it liaoz. i jsut dao most o e time n just get back lar. but it no longer makes me pissed and wanna cry and all tt. dunno is this good or bad? sigh.

ji shu ke tml! :) i love sch. i hope hols wld be more fun than my hols usually are :P at lst theres DVC :D which means at lst theres 10 days of fun + anni + wj + lanying. :D gooooooooood!

edit:
other stuff to do! practice piano/organ. relearn canon! really miss playing tt song. and right here waiting for you too! must relearn the verse. and catching up w.... lots of people. :)

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ppl at scream now! or over le. i think its over. hahas hope u guys had fun anws. my ma din lemme go -.- nope not becos of wat happened today but ehhh. just becos she din like the theme of e whole thing. ohwell sianz. i cld have used some screaming to zihigh myself and have some fun. and relax for a bit. :P

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im not dao. i have reached my sms limit. and my mom's in a touchy mood. beware! I FOUND IT. :D

or rather, i know where it is now. erm. right. gahhhhhh im such a wonderfully forgetful ditz. yay!

today, simply summed up, as qing puts it, "a series of unfortunate events". xP sijin, pls dun be so ego nxt time. u noe wat it does to u HAHAHS. :D (and others -.-) soon aft saying "autie, 帅哥来了" at 金鸡, he got lemon sauce splattered on his shirt, his drink exploded (o.O) and his SECOND drink was tasteless (made wrongly. no sugar XD).

then qing n i went toilet and when we came out we thought everyone was gone so we took bus gg home le. at amk, wj called and demanded threatened told us to go back -.- and yeah in the end we rlly got off and crossed to road and got back haha :D got to return eileen her cow anws. :D which i stole HEHEHEHE.

anws we were supposed to stay at coro to buy stuff for tml's farewell party for ms ang and qing n i left so..... yeah tts why had to go back. erm. heavy threatening. yes. scary. erps. o.o ANW really gnna miss ms ang when she leaves ): ohsigh.

many bad/weird stuff happened to us today and we decided to blame it all on sijin hahas XD its the Sijin Effect! aka Smoking Sijin Syndrom (S3) XDDD damn lame lar but srsly today TOO many things happened liao XD and all becos he said tt... egoistical sentence... tsk. XP

today sch oso quite fun :D anni's prez, watch men in tights (found! lol) maths (andrew yap leaving too!　:(((( sad.) and then watching OP. fun, as usual, when yr bored. :P and today's was super formal lar scary. :X had fun zihighing memorizing scripts outside the room when we were told to leave for 5 mins while e trs discussed stuff (which turned out to be more lik 15) XD we will ace OP! whoopeeee

i love 63. just because. :) we are spezial. no cause for much worry yet but....


i....


cant find my phone.

right.crap. GAH!

today was fun (: i love 63! whees. many things would like to say that makes me wanna privatise this blog :/ oh well. dun say dun say lor. no loss. these things i usually tell ppl who are closer to me anws. :)

the princess bride rocks!! shd go watch it man :D ive watched it 3-4 times alr and just recently watched agn on utube. yupps! the whole thing is uploaded! 10 clips, ~10mins each. GO WATCH GO WATCH.

jeffrey i return u yr CS2 abt nxt wk bah kay? sorry and THANKS LOADS :D

i cant find my men in tights vcd ahhhhhdies.

someone's bday coming. :)

sometimes i wish life was more simple. and everyone was less demanding and less scheming and less gossipy and blahblahblah. but then the world would just be a boring place. :( ohsigh. i wanna live my life and fail miserably. duh. why wld i blog abt myself oO

anw. latest obsession: nice song/melody, sad lyrics. whoopee!

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I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
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yupps. never regret a thing you do. just.. dont do wrong. :)

today was funfunfun STEPMANIAAAA rahh totally needs is moremoremore! playing on wj's lappy much nicer than xy's (haha oops) cos xy's lag ): but haha today finally zhamed step until damn shuanggggg. not dying in hard songs anymore! MY FEEL IS BACK! actually Aed healing vision. :))) suuuper fun lar! yayyayyay gnna save onto thumbdrive and either finally install it (illegally heehee) on this com and ALSO bring to jakarta to playplayplay :) too bad only gnna be there for 1 week this time :( but. shd still have time lar yupps! gooood.

erps ji shu ke tml supposed to be presenting and just got reminded by maoshi TODAY. rahhhh gnna dies tml. O.O but ohwell. GETTING PS CS2!!!! AS JEFFREY SAYS. YES. YOU BETTER BRING OR ELSE I ZHAM U. :D

jinny gave me songs!!! happyhappy. i miss jeffrey michael. stupid me lost the CD. :( along with jamie's crap i better try finding them. erm. but i dun evn know where to start argh crap lar.

today missed 852 and ended up taking 74 cos saw too many of it. very bu shuang. then ended up gg hub to buy anni's pres (HAHAHA) and some bubble tea! the pres was like. bloddy ex for its size lar ANNI U BETTER APPRECIATE IT! quite sure u will like it lar. should like it anyway. its artsy and pretty and cute. and nice. ahhh u dont even read this blog why do i bother -.- give u then u see then well. u see. yes.

jeffrey michael = peace = love! :) if only sijin can play piano liddat. WAHAHAHAHA. (actually i think he can. he just needs scores prolly. or give him some time. he prolly just needs to listen. BAH. someone too pro liaoz)

mini pearls are super cute! and nice! since u use a small straw it also means yr bubble tea lasts longer haha! XD but very irritating to dig for it aft u finished the drink LOL.

I LOVE CANON

(in D.)

need some stepmania and DDR and out and stuff and shopping and CARGO PANTS and perhaps dance and more enthusiasm in tkd in my life. yes.

i probably do not make sense. need to practive OP.

goodbye, world!

CANON CANNON CANON JEFFREY MICHAEL YAY GG CRAZY

edit:
i love random thoughts.
and the way my mind fails to think in sequence.
yay!
and editing posts. :)
and gummy. :D

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i need chinese songs! anyone? :D
notepad is your frienddddd
so is minesweeper
and i just realised that jeffrey michael shares the same name as, well, jeffrey.
ARGH SLOW.
and pointless.

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i want $$$ to spendspendspend!
damn high and damn good mood now
den's back! whoooooopeeeeeee
find me and i shall zihigh with u!
ladeedahs.
i hope this feeling flows on to OP tml :P
chenchen's still not doing his work
GAH.
ohwells. get zhamed lor. at e most help him do slides
cant help him present AWHTOOBAD.
zzzzz.
tml OP must jiayou kay ppl! :D:D:D
jinny! cheo! quoqi! :D
good mood good mood. :)
edit too much.

edit4:
i KNOW this is a bad habit
anyway changed blog song.
SUPER NICE NOW.
jeffrey michael rocks! :D
and i love the left hand of canon in d haha
i just canot play both hands smoothly enough
and have forgotted like more than 1/2 of it :(
but still. <3! I AM BORED.

BORED

BORED

DEN ISN'T HELPING

SHOOT HER

BORED

SLACKING

WASTING MY LIFE AWAY

YAY HOW FUN=) really. really. bored.

you know you're bored when you start taking some stringy gummy and BRAID them. yes, braid. very fun. even funner to EAT later on but yes. bored. u get the point. ARGH. need something to do!! i have too short an attention span to keep doing something which would take very long (like reading) so id rather split the load up. and in between loads, i get bored. and stone. and rot and die. poof!

and of course write lame, meaningless post lik these. happy!

hmm mayb i shd consider those hiphop lessons aft all. ask my ma 1st. but AFT SCH okay kenny? yay. (:

oh wait i found smt to do le. threadless surfing!
kbye :D hmm i realised i blog so much this year compared to last and this blog is nearing its 3000th post! hooray! not like anyone reads this but yay hooray XD

today was OP day. did lots of saigang-ing and searched for pix and editted brightness up contrast down or vice versa lalaal SOOOOPER FUN. and WHOOOOOOO the OP now looks SEXY VERY VERY NICE. haha sorry had urge to use tt word. anw can add some pix lar n shorten summore words but them template is lik LOVELOVELOVELOVE

SOMEONE PLS GIMME PS CS2 OR CS3 NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW thanks very much.

need some slp. aunt gg back tml :( and the flight is at 7am so i have to wake up or leave (forgot) at lik 5?!?!? so yeah. sleep. sleeeeeeeeep.

goodnight.

PS i am a slow reader and hence hate myself for that.
PPS tetris rocks! :) 40k highscore ftw\
PPPS page79
PPPPS right. bye. today was really really fun. the second half, definitely anyway. :)

geog paper returning. LUCKILY I CHECKED. but then agn i improved lar. and some qns were rlly not too badly done yays! :) but aiyahs. i cant write essays coherently for goodness sake so kill me :P

then prepared for OP. didnt have a script and didnt WANT a script (at first. now i think i need one :/) so was just writing points on cue card and decided to crap during OP. SMART CHOICE MY ASS. 5 mins of impromptu speech is just NOOOOOT good. even though i managed to crap enough content and elaboration to cover 5 mins, my flow of thought was so botched up (correct use? dunno) erm. cut up that my pace n all that was terrible haha. but the elabs n egs were good tho. yay brain! yay impromptu speeches FTW! :DD wheee i shd have recorded it lar i cant rmb a single thing now -.-;

my voice as good timbre quality and tone. oooh.

aft tt had approx 3.5 hours to slack and while away. tts really very long time n every com (and laptop. there were SOOOOO many lappys in sch today it was quite funny XD) in sch was used by ppl who were piahing WR or OP and so cldnt kope one for use :( aiyah in the end still cld play O2jam on sijin's lappy lar tho i srsly SUUUUUCK. zzzz. and omg our OP is srsly quite scrweyly scary. erps i shd start work on it soon not tonight too late liao ma wants me to slp -.-

ended up playing hp games w wj while we waited (haha thats lik FIVE Ws alliteration!) for 财政课. srsly dunno why everything was scheduled so late but oh wells 黄城 mah. used to it le. WAHAHHAAHAH. tetris is fun. imba loads of funfunfunfunfun. x)) and i suck at ball games. srsly T.T

anyways cai zheng ke. im the only one not supposed to be there but there anyway since 技术课 was aft 财政课 just went to crash lor. got nothing to do. :( boohoo sad life. anyway 财政课 scheduled for 2 hours but lasted for smt more lik, 45 mins? mayb less haha so had loaaaaads of free time before 技术课. (not only the extra 1.5 hours but + the .5 hour break between the 2 课s.... yah u get the point) so after watching ppl eat dinner got nothing to do rite. 道具 decided to 打牌. at this point yours truly started to go insane.

playing bridge w maoshi n loki is srsly interesting n funny lar XD 2 chao zihigh ppl oO zomg what 道长s do i have man?? oO haha jkjk. anw 1st thing tt made me laugh lik siao was maoshi's super aghast look when he realised tt i was his partner after he has decided tt i wasnt for lik, the whole game. and ehhh we won kay n he was still so... aghast. XD rmb laughing lik siao. XD today had abt lik 3-4 laughing fits lar damn siao XDDDD ohoh and maoshi's cards were always lik, damn sad. damn sad. XD

then zhenghang n jiemin joined so we played daidee. omg daidee was HILARIOUS. along with zihighness and everyone's craziness (and random occurrences of IMBA烂 牌s which made ppl damn pissed XD and go like "tell me when u play a card smaller than XXX" or "tell me when u play a number card XD") we had to be shut up lik, so TOO many times XD had fun laughing sia XD ohoh and apparently we laughed so hard erm we dropped a painting in the other LEP room. O.O

when ppl had small cards:
me: (starts n puts super small card)
maoshi: YESSSSS!!!
lok: YESSSSSS!!!
zhenghang: NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

okay tt just looks weird in words but 当场 it was damn funny lar XD yay for 黄城人's spontaneousness! or spontaneity whatever the word is lar. and who can forget today's CLASSIC moment!

(maoshi got a bad hand (again) :P) (and is not feeling very happy about it XD)
jiemin puts a 3
anni puts another 3
maoshi: SNAP!

XDDDDDD i srsly couldnt stop laughing for like minutes and minutes lar XDDDDDD then on our last game loki got damn IMBA cards: biggest card was a 7diamonds. and best thing is, HE DIDN'T LOSE!!!!! :DD whoo got 4th summore. infact zhenghang and jiemin were fighting for asshole most of the times hahaha. 道具 pwnzzzz. x))

side note: my IMBA hand: 9 9 10 Q K A 2 2 2 love! :) and i was 4th and didnt need to give away anything so erm. won. x) duh. wahahaha.

aft playing, short toilet break. came back DRENCHED. thx to anni who decided to splash me with like. A DAMN LOT OF WATER as i came out of the cubicle. hmmmm. nice one anni!

下雷打雨! anni rocks!

kaykay back to proper stuff. 技术课 today was a lot more fun. partly cos i was srsly damn high after playing with such amusingly entertaining ppl and couldnt stop laughing, seriously. partly cos i was wet. (-.-;;;;;;) partly cos got things to learn lar. 舞美! whoo srsly damn fun! :) saw lots of nicenice 道具s and all that sighhh wanna learn how they make all those imba huge props lar (and they must cos a lot too oO like omgomgomg but sooooo prettyyyyyyyyy!!!! zzzz) learnt abit on set design too quite interesting. :D

random stuff found in the notes i was writing:
- junjie 暴笑 (lol this was srsly funny cos i think jeffrey said smt ttly. weird redundant whatever i forgot during his presentation n junjie just burst out laughing damn loudly n he was the ONLY one to do so XDDDD chao funny la break the silence sia XDDDDD)
- siheng. cross. 叉. WINZ. (he means 十字架 but didnt noe what it was called XD)
- 圆形楼梯: FUN. O.O (no, seriously.)
- flybar trees!!!! (haha i thought this was really cool. imaging hanging a whole 3d tree like across THREE flybars whoo so much fun!)

and since the lesson was on set design the 导督s started randomly stating like all the stuff they wanted which made 道长s freak out XDD 圆形楼梯! haha kay nvm. but srsly. i wonder how u make one. wow.

today srsly cannot be fully explained in words. laughed too much cant rmb anything much XD okay i shd stop before this post srsly goes out of hand. :P huangcheng makes me very happy and i dont know why but it just does. lovelovelovelove :DDD cant wait for next year but of cos we have to survive the remaining of this year 1st b4 we even talk abt tt XD yayz huangcheng JIAYOU! <3

i want cargo pants :(

i am chao random. as kenwee puts it. oO with lots of procrastination (!!)
and deserves credit.


(click to enlarge)

not my best, definitely. quite terrible actually but very fun to do nonetheless. not bad considering that my PS is 5.5, does not support ANY brush file and the fact that i have NO nice fonts at all -.- and that i havent played with PS for more than a year. not bad at all, i say. :)

desperately needed some bg to do up the top bg and since i my PS couldnt support anything, decided to make one! suddenly decided: skyline! and poof found a pic of a Dallas skyline and yay it was big enough. so there you go. Dallas skyline. lovely.

do i still make sense? its 2.40. why? cos my internet so chooses to screw up whenever im using it. AND i had to let my sis use 1st. so end up damn late lor. FUN.

i need
-new com
-better internet connection
-PS. TASTY TASTY PS. RARRR.

random: i need stepmania too.
and definitely some sleep. :)

edit:
i should stop my habit of editting posts right aft i post them. but ANYWAY. just went to see it again n realised it wld be nicer if the whole thing was lowered so the top of the towers can be seen instead of cut off. then tho whole image wld be, well, whole. yayness. ohwell who cares man no time liao and NEEDSLEEP. ohoh and ignore the words. random crap.

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ugh but come to think of it. its rlly damn simple and easy to make. /slaps/ booo. :( need more time to play PS! sighz. but yay subtle background patterns! ladeedah bleah dunno y just so tired lately -.-

freak lar im damn scared for geog i dun feel lik checking ISP
but then agn i shd just check it to get over it rite
zzzzzzzz. craps lar ):

HERE GOES NOTHING!

okay yay i didnt fail
and i got a C!
HAHAHAAHAHA. not a D okay yay. :)
(but its still a 55 wthshit)
i improved for promos lar. so yay. XP

hai sian lar. only my 1st 2 papers tt i got back were good :P the rest was just BLEH BLEH and MORE BLEH -.- oh except for compre. tho worse than my prev ones, much better than others. so erm. yay? yay.

reading kx n ws's blogs make me super depressed. i should erm. go chat w ppl erm. closer to erm. my level. oO their IMBAness srsly is. damn intimidating. :(

oh right forgot to add smt. KENWEE IS MY ENDLESS SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT! :DD shall not elab to save his face haha. XD but srsly. yayyyyyyyy x)

i love crapping. and PW makes everyone so busy you have no time to crap :(

this is starting to suck. i need my ECP. vivocity! is a place i would gladly like to visit again when i have more time and cash to spend. (: really has lots of nice stuff to indulge in hahas. like arghclothesargh! and others also lar. but mostly arghclothesargh.

i found the cargo pants i wanted there!!! and they cost lik HUNDRED AND THIRTY BUCKS. will someone please get them for me? HAHAHA. T.T sheeeesh i dunno why they're so ex maybe tts why they're so nice XD but i ttly din check e price when i went to try them on hahhas i sucksssorsz. :( but zomg i want them they look sooooo gd! :P shall get another cheaper pair somewhere else lar XP

i realised i love the rain. and staring at the rain with an urge to run out and play in it XD during OH liddat. today at vivo liddat oso. :))

bought stuff. NOTEBOOK!!!! haha my obssession will never stop man. bought this super super nice notebook and just now just opened the plastic wrapping n realised its even nicer than i thought cos o e super nice cover e material!! (hard to explain so nvm XD) but yeahhhhhh totally love it (: now its the problem of how to use it. cos i hardly ever use my nice notebooks -.-

whee hols must earn money do stuffs learn hiphop buy stuffs wheee argh howhowhow. :/ lets erm. start by overcoming OP. yupps. and SATs. -.- yay godengo!

to dos.
-OP
-SATs
-skating
-hiphop lessons?
-DDR!
-WORKWORKWORK most appeared word in my LJ friends page: PW
most appeared phrase: PW sucks.

lols.

yay gg out w aunt today.
slackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. (: eee i miss my juniors so much!!! hahas randomness. but yesss! i realised i havent seen talked to crapped with them for so so long liao and din see a single one during OH! ahhh. heartbreaks.

MINDYPIG! qiuting! where were yall? ):
yining! yinkuan! chuinyin! fangen! xinyan! waiyee! bahh yall are sec3 damn saddddd!!! :( boo.

dun feel lik diong OP lehhs. :( wanna go skating on MONDAY! :)))) but dunno if gg ms rashidah's house anot. i ttly dun understand carolyn's email -.- sighz.

i hate long weekends ): i wanna go back to sch to slack n stone n crap w ppl!!! aiyah anything but staying at home n nuahing lar. :P need ACTION siahz! HAHHA.

talking frm 12 - 2.30am last nite w yanchao. HAHAS sane duo (: but crapping is such fun u cant deny it. ^^

wheee so many things i wanna do... no time siahz. :(

BAH STOP SLACKING DEN! O.O and open house. x)

today was super zihigh n stuffs (: OH gave me my life back! hahas :D morning celebrated seniors' bday with maximum AAness. (: before OH was damn sian cos e tkd ppl were just training on their own anws n dun feel lik doing pattern agn n agn n agn so decided to go down n hun w e huangchengren. but not many ppl there oso so sianz. :( went to play minesweeper on jinny's dad's com. haha random x)

then go up for rehearsal lorz. quite messy imo and lik orders werent given out clearly but ohwellz. at least everything was done in the end lar :D so yupps. i think i laughed to much today -.- zihigh mahhs. :D:D:D

thenthenthen. PERFORMANCE. zomg quite cool larz. timing n all tt. n whees e plank breaking was ji cool! kahwee DAMN ZAI LOR. XP kick plank until fly all e way to e audience. :/ erpps i hope the audience are okay lol ltr they get cut by e planks n er diao think tkd chao meng n violent n dun wanna come wahahahahaa JKJK. oh n since my part was only 40 secs long i guess it isnt too bad aft all. :) 40secs! HAHHA. fei.

aft ttmei shi gan so go find ppl. n the HUANGCHENG BOOTH WAS LIKE EMPTY. okay lar erm got some ppl there haha but srsly quite empty XD ended up gg PA booth where kenwee was slacking doing his duty dutifully oO yupps. n i helped them write lame stuff on their 2 pin plugs! XD i shd have koped one o em lar. cos 1. i need a 2pin plug -.- 2. they were PINK! wheeeeeeeeee. x) then found qing oso n started to crap. wheees we rocks. x) bubble tea rocks too! x))

which reminds me i owe a LOT of people money. gahhh.

fac dance!!!!!!! zomg chao fun lar i love dancing fac dance haha i think i look lik damn er compared to lik other ppl but WHO CARES AHHAAHA /shameless zomg/ its chao fun lar (: yayz to xianyou! :D:D:D:D xiexie! haha! too bad i onli got to dance artemis de but oh wells. good enuff. XD shdnt be too greedy hahahaha lmao. and dao le mass dance qt funny. cos e crowd lik dispersed XD damn sad lar. but in e end still got to dance w gen anw XD damn funny lar cos not sure o e guy steps but JUST ZHAM. wheeeeee. yay loves gen. (:

ohoh n KHEEXUAN U DID A dAMN GOOD JOB AS EMCEE! GRATS! :DDDDD haha u prob dun read this XD

aft tt go crap w kenwee (who eventually disappeared... forever oO) n anni n wj n many random ppl and got FREE icecream. x))) super nice lar haha i think e council qt zai to get to many sponsors :)

kept raining today which was quite sad cos the performance had to be disrupted n moved into inner plaza... TWICE. :/ n once was before tkd lor so yeah. erps. lucky not during? haha. haha. quite pity e ch dance ppl but they did great anws! :D and so did the other CCAs of cos. haha chao high today lar (: yehh. almost lost my phone summore sia. zzzzzz i shd erm. takcareofmybelongingsmoreyupp. if not they'll get stolen by ppl lik kenwee :)

aft tkd damn shuang liao no more stress hahas XD went to dance fac dance agn n mass dances toooooo :D:D w weiguo n xianyou hahas XD lucky they picked those tt i kinda rmbed lar. if its lik electric dreams or time of our lives i dun think id go n dance hahas. :P ehhh but mass dance is damn fun lor. cos lik its e whole sch + seniors all can dance de. then very gd to zihigh :) lovess!

dances chao shuang chao shuang! then went to help weizheng bring stuff up to huisuo lols. his MLDDFS (or smt) booth chao nice lar! nicely decorated n all. x) anws sian sian go up huisuo put back stuff then went down n got free bubbletea wheee. ahh i din spend lik a single cent today (cos nv bring wallet down) n i owe ppl a lot o money lar >< hehs quite bad. :P

went upstairs n found e rest o huangcheng ppl removing banner. its damn wet lar!! o.o n council wants them removed already hahas. end up we hang our banners all over the place but not at central plaza. just to dry them. hmmmmmm. hopefully it doesnt rain for the next few days cos if not arrr.... oO dunno manz.

aft tt dunno why ended up stoning at right wing 4th floor w anni n wj. haha chao fun n crappy lar! standing up there n staring down at central plaza w good company is qt fun actly. (: i like! had fun spotting ppl, niaoing council (oops) (lik how they're gnna have fun clearing confetti off a WET ground.) (then liking it to feathers and etc etc etc ^^) n stuff haha XD n saying all sorts o lame stuff lar! wheeee XD damn funnnn.

aft tt debrief damn fun n fei oso. huangcheng rocks lar the ppl just make me damn happy. happy happy happy! x) singing birthday songs chinese 1st than english! ahha n other lame stuffs lar :) OH rocks mannnn. yayyz. haungcheng just rocks lar. come to think of it ive enjoyed lik every huangcheng related big event? MAF, OH, qing li huisuo (LMAO), wat else wat else? dunno. but yeahhs u geddit lar (:

anni protects me frm jeffrey yay!! x)) funny sia

ohoh and we stole got goodiebags! :) and erm. junshyang damn zai left his WR in one of them lar!!! hahaha. peiying lik ttly freaked when we returned it to her n told her it was found in e goodie bag. XD haha. nice goodie bag! LOL n e stuff inside are nb too! lik seventeen, and MILO :D and snacks drinks water other crap blablabla. yupps.

aft tt erm i went home. yupp. lol daoing yunzhou quite fun. XDDDD n had a nice long chat which i havent had for a very long time w a SENIOR. lanfang!! gluck for yr As! ((:

other random stuff:
- OH tee really damn big my M is bigger than an L fac tee lar oO
- i think im damn weird haha while tkd zihighs n i gl myself for the past few days, it was kinda the opposite today. esp before the send perf, in e aftnn. ppl were lik stressed n nua n stuff (frm what i observe la) n i was zihighing away. erm, OOPS. :)
- i rlly love huangcheng cant wait to see what nxt year will be like. its the last (kinda) chance for fun before J2 mugging life starts! :P
- i respect the J2s who were able to mug above all the OH noise. O.O jiayou for As! :DD

haha its been very long since ive posted a very long post. its been long since ive had so much fun and so much to say lar. and today was indeed a very long day. :) rest well everyone XD erm. yeahh.

anni gimme the 2 sites! e discov camp one (forgot liao ><) and the hp games one XD yayyay hurryhurry.

on a totally different subject, my aunt just came over today to visit. and she brought lots of goodstuff. :DD chitato > ruffles ANYTIME. i miss indonesian snacks n my grandma's food so yay im glad she came x) and haha its always fun to have another person in e house lar :) (though it also means an extra nagger wahhhh) but ohwells whee

bahh got OP to do. its back to reality haahhaha.

happyday! doing PW.
hahahahhahaah.
GGXX argh hate my gl moods.

today chao weird. pw was okay. our group had 2/5 ppl. then 3/5 then 4/5 XD jinny get well soon (: not too bad la did a bit of stuffs n discussed. yupyups! we shall pwn PW! :D:D

then aft was fac dance session. haha. xianyou zihigh x) fac dance rox larr. wheees.

then it was BRIDGE AND DAIDEE AND BRIDGE all the way!!! zomgz this better not become a habit but even if it does HAHA WHO CARES SIAZ. :DDD superrrr fun la! x) and mr pang is chao nice ahh! ahh! hahahaah. x))))

tkd was weird. tts it. shall no elab. gl mood starts here ):

bleah chao late liao wat m i dng here lor. tml play guitar b4 spring cleaning! yay funn (: very long nv play for very long alr. shall meng spam agn. forgotten lots of chords tho. and certain chord changing no longer as smooth. and my fingers are short and inflexible wtv lalalaa. XP

listening to song on leslie's blog now. love it! make me feel so calm (: i think its joe hisashi's one. or smt. the spirited away guy. sounds lik his work haha. and STUPID ME LOST MY SPIRITED AWAY SOUNDTRACK. gaowei. i want it back. i misses is so much ): arhhhh u noe i cant bring myself to close the window cos the music is so nice~ whee whee

[edit] LESLIE IF U READ THIS AHHHHHHHH I WANT
i played tt song on loop like. at lst 4 times liao lalala x) [/edit]

annniiiiiiiii i need to crap w u yay. then den can be less emo! erm. in hope that i will be less emo! hahaha (:

i (l) classmates. :) + anni. and anyone who da pais w me n makes me happy x)

anniyuqingwjkenweezengweihahahahaah "Your mind is not as alert as it should be, nor are you thinking in logical terms. Give careful consideration to what you say or put in writing. Faulty judgment can place you under heavy burdens or obligations, so it is best to sign nothing of importance during these few days."

haha so true (:

crap why do i believe in horoscopes so much.

stop emoing! stop smsing! o.o stop thinking too much oO

go skate skate skating :DD and more ddr.

da pai~ ((: too much guitar at one go. fingers OUCH. ._.

hey anni take care of yr hand/wrist/arm! o.o

tml go sch for 2 hours of PW.
then 1 hour of fac dance
3 hours to slack
then tkd rehearsal.

probs w rehearsal: full dress wtf. what abt fri? tml? GAHHHH

N CHRIS IS HAPPILY DAOING MY SMSES YAY
and zhihao my msn.

i live a happy life. (:

facebook is so funnily fun to spam :D

im being damn saddistic now. my evil laughters frm playing bridge just now have no sibsided within me. i guess i should stop.

ebuddy was made to piss me off. RAR. O.O arhhh whats wrong w me!!!! i think i complain too much :X

today was damn fun (: FOS quite fei so morning hang ard at terraces watching ppl play soccer and shun bian have fun w a stupid tennis ball that we had to go down n fetch like multiple times cos its erm. super bouncy. (and were qt dumb so....yeah) mmm. good excercise!

then went to watch dodgeball. SUPER EXCITING O.O artemis rocks!!! hhaa ningfei chao imba. 5v1 and he WON!!!! whoo zai ((: heard bball we won 2 matches too dunno abt e last one XD aiayh anw not too bad jiu shi le (: yayz.

mmz then came fei 11-3pm stoning session. abit 4 hours nothing to do!!! ended up playing bridge n daidee lik siao XD w anni qing kenwee n zongwei(sp?) hahas chao zihigh chao fun lar!!! x)) yayyy suddenly playing cards lik siao agn just lik e gd ol days ((: heheh. n playing w a lot o hinting n cheating n crapping damn fun lar :DD yay rocks.

then was kept on zihigh mode all throughout 技术课 and after also. :P haha too much sleep liao cannot help it siah. XD 技术课 was quite interesting lorr! yay for drama and theatre studies!! (: and the old 灯暗 and 灯亮 methods were so cool lar! (: candles! hahahah and ahhhhhhhh i just lovelovelove theatres wheeeee too bad HCI din have tsd. ): and anw my ma wun have let me take it so ):

no more bubble tea frm quench! pearls are too disappointing le! T.T and anw 金鸡 cheaper XDDD bleahh.

love zihighing on the bus w fac dance n other random dance/beat/wtv music! wahahahah. fac dance!!!! cant wait for friday!!!!! :DDDDD fac dance! tkd! (erh i dunno how im gnna pull this off man :/) and of cos, HUANGCHENG 拉人!!!! WAHAHAH. we imba AA yayz so fun. so fast 挂 banner alr. n so huge summore ((: how come only 会庆 banners tho wat happened to 黄城 banner ):

omg today damn high. play more bridge daidee wheeeeeeeeeee. need a life.
ddr is fun!!
xy > jiada XD
must:
stop slacking
start doing work
stop being an ass.
stop emoing
stop being jealous
stop sleeping too much
start being content
start enjoying life as it is
stop wasting $
go skating
start PW
sigh. meep grading.
godengo! haha who knew it would be so similar yet so different frm ice skating (: cld do the basic moving but obviously gt lots o crap oso cannot lar :/ lik tricks n all tt haiiii. same as my ice skating also XD tho i prefer ice skating cos its lik less hot n stinky n sweaty XD by the end of the session was lik so stinkingly gaowei lar o.O now bathe le damn happy ^^

huangcheng tml grading on sat ddr on sun! i dunno how im gnna survive but I WILL! x) omg slacks lik siao!! x) sorry jinny ive let u down im supposed to b piahing PW ahhhhh. >< i will jiayou! erm aft my com learns to be nicer :P cant even printscreen la so cant use adobe then cant blahblahblah SIAN.

yay to all my new found super nice songs! too long to list so shant bother but YAY!

and kenwee stop falling in love w sims! haha.

inline tml!! and fri!! huangcheng meeting on fri til 9!!! XDDD yay funn.

GRADING ON SAT. sheeeeeeeeeesh im gnna die ): DENDENJIAYOU :D

zihighs.

ohoh and my mummies are chao cool ppl YEHH. x) Well my relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter

Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

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It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to HAVE it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to MAKE a mountain

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I built a bridge across the stream of consciousness
That always seems to be a flowin'
But I don't know which way my brain is goin'
Oh the rhymin' and the timin'
Keeps the melodies inside of me
And they're climbin'
'Till I'm running out of air
Are you prepared to take a dive into the deep end of my head
Are you listening to a single word I've said?

Ah La La La La La La
Listen closer to the words I say
Ah La La La La
I'm Stickin' to the wordplay
Ah La La La Love
The wonderful thing it does
Because, because
I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's
Yeah the Mr. A to Z
They say I'm all about the wordplay

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Mraz is genius.

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Language is for liquid that we're all dissolved in.
Great for solving problems, after it creates a problem.

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ohgreat. its ovaaaahhhhhhhh. :)

lucks for bio mock SPA tml!
lucks for phys SPA too!
and CLL peeps.

whoooots.
right. now i need something to do tomorrow. :/

and i need a working MSN! screw ebuddy. >(

and im bored already. craps.

geog was pretty scrwed. ohsigh. :P

this is my nth edit.
i need to talk!
humanz!
screw ebuddy.
screw blocking MSN!
RARRRRRRR. O.O