Monday, March 31, 2008
(:
squeezed @ 19:47
"会庆... 唱会舞, 跳会歌."

sorry suayu... way too tempting. :D

i heart 黄城 much much!
 
Sunday, March 30, 2008
pretty.
squeezed @ 23:43


type tastes good. mmm.





nice.



AWESOME



<3



i want the song!



:D:D

im obssessed w typography.



i miss this song a lot. lost e CD ):

k shd stop spamming
 
Saturday, March 29, 2008
._.
squeezed @ 18:30
i win.







and thanks (:
 
Thursday, March 27, 2008
tagged
squeezed @ 22:42
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
24-28 (:

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
nahh

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
oO i dont have blog buddies T.T eh.. qing! wanna come! lmao

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
esplanade at night. with a good buddy and time. (:

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
o.o FREEDOM! or at least, not at the level im at now T.T

6. What is the thing that always go inside your head everytime? (as in randomly will think of it)
random music

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my sanity dunno..

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
currently? a lappy. then save/invest so get moremoremore when i finally can use it at my own will (:

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
too shy >.,> but maybe.. just maybe..

10. Describe yer work experience (if u have any).
oO nada. ohohoh DVC! :D chasing kids! AHAHAHAHA

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
love me (:

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
笑里藏刀 + proud ppl

13. What is your ambition?
to live and enjoy a happy life with minimal conflict

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out.. i guess :/

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
thing... thing? my music.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
i can be one.. but nah i got limit lah

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
xianyouuuuuu :D ballofenergy! :D ok i cheated

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
._. procrastination and sloth

19. Is there anything that u have done that make regret?
can't think of any right now...

20. What are you supposed to be doing now?
SLEEP

ehh i dont feel like tagging ppl leh. lazy ^^

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just listened to many many songs on youtube - my sad sad source of music nowadays ^^;; anw. when im gone from simple plan: they changed their style! but i rlly lik their old songs more tho :/ like untitled! um ok. and listened to a whole bunch of enya and cranberries and dido too. songs tt i liked and for some, lost, since p6. and the lyrics and tunes are still fresh in my minds! :D wheee. dolores' voice is <333 ahhhh. and these songs have lyrics which are soso nice (:

okay shall stop indulging XD found a few good songs tt i wanna find chords too tho. :D

oh and anyone got simple plan's grow up? me wants ^^ oh and the cranberries' go your own way as well :D

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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from wiki:

"The Cranberries Untitled EP (to be released in 2008)"

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D omgomgomg wheeee

anw i hate the way my com keeps hanging due to 'overuse' (ha!) and i have to restart IE and then it works all over agn. =.= so have to save URLs and close window and open agn =.=

and the keyboard! sometimes my ctrl-C doesnt work as in it doesnt copy even though i press le and of course youll never know until you ctrl-V and i RARRRH

yey.
 
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
back to sch tml!
squeezed @ 01:35
I'M EMOING O.O

to be precise -- PhDing and thinking about the past and the future and my life in general.

i shall post properly later today. before i finally slp to await gg back to sch tml :D

but for now, SLEEP! AHHHHHHHHH

i got too much free time lately. and free time makes you think... a lot.

and linger is damn nice.

i love my guitar

HAH RANDOMNESS FTW

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Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear


I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come

 
someone please
squeezed @ 01:18
get me HOUSE M.D. SOUNDTRACK

thanks.
 
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
kboxing
squeezed @ 21:36
a first! ^^ quite fun :D and i srsly cant sing but haha who cares -thick skin- ^^ yay sing sing sing indulge sing sing (:

i wanna go back to schoooooooooooool D:

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

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my broderie tyrannosaurus!!! omg damn cute x)
 
O.O
squeezed @ 00:52
冥 OST used FMA OST?!?!?!?!

OMG

OMGOMGOMG

ZOMGZ

AHHHHHHHH!

i miss 黄城. damn.

i still rmb the 台词 for this bit of soundtrack i just heard haha..

"这里…就是传说中所说的…鬼屋!"

AHHHHHHHHH -goes nuts and runs around-
 
Monday, March 24, 2008
koped off zhenghang's
squeezed @ 23:23
when you're bored:

49


this is actly damn sad. haha

31


hahaha -self entertains-

29


not bad! the rest i din know. forgot 10 only =.=

31


it didnt have scrollbar! x6! and filter. ohwells :D

I am 46% Addicted to Coffee



whee
 
red moon replay
squeezed @ 21:06
i want tt shirt. (among others)
but yeah. i want tt shirt.

ihml.icwtguagootp.

HAH.
 
Saturday, March 22, 2008
i know you're bored
squeezed @ 01:11
or at least i hope you are.

pretty please? (:

johari window

thanks. :D







i scrolled back to some old posts. a year has passed just like that. sometimes i do miss the old days.
 
Friday, March 21, 2008
wheeeee
squeezed @ 23:14
everyone's saying how JTS was fun. makes me even sadder about my life =.= havent been to a SINGLE JTS/STJ ever since i entered JC. hah. WHAT LIFE. but i don't blame them (even though jealousy is a real thing) (as in, really) cos they prolly really had a lot of fun anyway. (: nope its not nice to blame anyone esp when its not their fault. eh. yah. HAH. -bighints-

oh well i've learnt to accept it. or have i, really? why am i still writing all this then? hmmmmmm.

when will i taste that sweet sweet taste of freedom? ):

'you missed so much!' i srsly hate these words. i've heard it all too often and felt tt feeling of jealousy and missing out all too often. more often than most, i believe. beh i hate emoing.

maybe its just another phd day.


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weds aft blocks was damn fun. :) srsly. aft the low aft the hype of huangcheng, i was really low. and also beacuse of all the thngs tt happened before and during huangcheng ESP THIS YEAR made me vvv GRAH with everything alr. cant go out, cant do nuthin. and huangcheng is NOT a waste of time. dont mock my passion.

so yeah. could go out on weds. it was great. (: to breathe fresh air, to have a good laugh and chat after a looooong while (which is actually why i love huangcheng so much. :D oman i miss huangcheng AHHHHH STOP PHDING) okay must stop digressing. anw. went to PS, had a nice cosy lunch XD (cosy as in squeezy too haha) then just walked around everywhere in PS. we din even do anything lik watch the movies. we just literally window shopped (and shopped a bit la) and talked and crapped and ahhhh just tt alone made me so happy for the rest of the day (even though technically aft i reached home at ard 6 i ehh spent the 'rest of the day' and another 8 hours the nxt day slping but yeah tts out of point XD)

siew jin wj eileen yuting weiseng :D lovessss 63.

its like i never get to spend as much time as i would like to w my class (JTS STJ u geddit) so i treasure all these tiny little even fei outings alot :) haha random.

and yeah if u din catch it, i slept for 14 hours straight aft i reached home aft tt. it was to catch up with (about) 2 months of severe lack of slp. i have now healed completely :D

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tues was... never mind the chem. aft tt went to study w yc in the lib. tho we werent totally productive (lol bobby carroting!) for the 1st few hours XD and prolly the next few as well cos i was asking him how to do almost every one of the rev qns i attempted. and anw chem has drained my brain so much i couldnt think. and i had no mood to study as well =____=

anw thx yc for pei-ing wo. haha. might not seem lik much to b studying there but hah the company counts :D at lst i got someone to crap w. AND TO LEND ME A COMPASS! hahahaha XD yayeee (:

and im not gonna buy u a drink or anything for tt matter so deng jiu jiu bah! XPP but i'll always be there for a listening ear tho :D tts all poor me can offer ^^

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i went out today aft much..... trouble. yeah. shant delve into that.

anw wanted to fix mp3 at some place near outram so spent about 15mins getting lost at the mrt (=_____=) and then another 1hr doing fei at outram cos guess what -- ITS A PUBLIC HOL! hahah so the shop obviously wasnt open. whoo smart. and yeah got srsly lost there cos all the one way roads plus my super duper uncomprehensive map is lik HUH but ohwell at lst now i know how to get there and back again. :D wasnt a wasted trip after all! ehh. kinda. ^^

then went to bugis just to walk walk and look c look c (: bought manga (haha kill me XP) i miss reading =.= i dunno why. i wanna read. and read and read and read and indulge and read.

then the rest are shopping for dinner and blahblah not worthy of note.

i came home on time. hah.

i STILL want a nice black chained nechlace w a nice pendant. (: (its on my wishlist! -points- wahha)

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i srsly, srsly, srsly, miss huangcheng a LOT. it might not seem like much right after it, esp when block test mugging suddenly hit us full force and we had no time to think or reminicise (cant spell sorry) but.. not that blocks is over. i start to think back of the times at amphi, at b107 and a207, hall, school in general (esp when its dark XD) and of course, victoria theatre. i miss huangcheng. a lot. ):

i still can't believe its over.

well its not. (: cos the huangcheng spirit lives forever! WE ROCK SIAZ.

我们明年黄城夜韵再见!!!!!

i shall wait. (:

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ohnoes now i need to find another production/big thing to join nxt year if not ill feel weird to not be involved in anything big aft 6 years of drama/production involvement. :/ haha chingay maybe? :D hoho.

this is a freaking long post. twas nice to rant. hooray. (:

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i wish anyone who still has any papers all the best!! :D

i wanna watch movies!
- step up!
- spiderwick!

and i still want my threadless XP last day tomorrow though XD ohwellzz

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that felt good.
 
eh oO
squeezed @ 20:47
You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.

You are feeling extremely nervous and frustrated. At this moment you are impatient, erratic and irritable. It could be that you are not feeling that well at this time - possibly suffering from hypertension. You feel that the situation is threatening and dangerous. You are resentful that what you have striven so hard for is being menaced and you are at your wits end because you feel powerless to prevent it. You are fearful that everything can collapse on you like a pack of cards and that you could lose everything. You are unable to view the situation objectively. You are attempting to remove or minimise this threat but you are overextended to the point of nervous prostration.

There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.

wow.

wow wow.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg
 
:/
squeezed @ 20:18
blog surfing. realised how i have lost touch with the rest of the world. feel like ranting but this is no longer a good place to rant. D:

on a random note, (some) kids nowadays are wayy too pampered o.o meh.

tofu! :D
 
Thursday, March 20, 2008
whoopee
squeezed @ 08:23
hello blog. 's been long :D

not gonna post abt huangcheng since everything i sad last year still kinda holds -.- and ive alr posted abt it alr anw (actually) :D

blocks are overrrrrr :D:D:D:D let's not talk abt that either =.=

THREADLESS SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me wants:
mission listen
geology
fish tank
strange birds ($9 OMG)
burnout
inside you :D
don't worry
relax and dream of nothing
tree town
gutterball
i'm with...
I LISTEN TO BANDS
rock the frog (!!)
put the needle on the record (hoodie!)
work in progress
A is for arrow..
whale of a time
ABCs
i high five strangers
what makes it go
i love the (18) 80's
creature convention
and many other sold out tees =.=

and she waits.
 
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
phd
squeezed @ 19:28
每有了黄城, 怎么办?

:(
 
hellohello!
squeezed @ 16:28
Inbox (135) whee.

still lack of sleep but need to mug ): how sad.

i missed 3 weeks of threadless! D:

put the needle on the record reprinted!!! DD:

creature convention won!! WOWWOWWOW! :D

okay more hiatus. until i finish studying.