Thursday, March 23, 2006
sianz..
squeezed @ 23:55
today.. actly not today. right now. feel damn weird.. dunno lah. my first few days of school havent been very..e xciting.. lolz. i feel damn empty.. lik why e hell m i in sch n all tt. OH WELL.

NOT SUPPOSED TO B DEPRESSING SIA. mebe shd just stop reading rach bao n meng's blogs.. :/ unhealty. hahas no offence lahz. hai.

using wrong com.. wanna typ in ch lah. but cant. erp.

anw rite.. why suddenly so many ppl getting lik depressed n all.. im lik in no position to say anything lah.. im lik a nobody anyway.. yeah.. but seriously.. if u think happy thoughts.. u wun b depressed.. right? i dunno tts wat ive always thought loh.. so yeah. i daydream a lot.. wtv sia.. as in if u stresed .. den just let go loh.. even just for a while.. lets say u NOE u have hw due tml. just erm. dun do it loh.. OR piah til night with a positive mindset. and sleep at 3am with happy thoughts and proud of yr hw.. all tt crap yeah.. dun keep thinking 'oh sheesh so late liao den i slp.. hai' why not think 'yay i lik this piece of work ive done.. (: so nice.' n b proud of yr work loh.. makes u happier rite..

haii im just revolving arnd happiness. :P must have positive mindset lah basically.. if u start off positively den everything will go right.. tts wat i always believe in.. yeah.. (: so everytime u pissed at someone.. just forgive tt person in yr heart n dun keep in for too long.. tell someone u trust abt it.. once it comes out yll feel much much MUCH better. ive tried. wahha. (: i even talk to ppl tt im nt tt close to loh.. mayb tts y im so gullible n easily shou pian. HAI. -.-

aiyah basically cannot have negative thoughts in yr mind! ((((:

and look at more smileys. they can chuan ran one. (: sht i 4got tt word in eng.. hai my eng just totally sucks can.. unseen got 14/25 only.. ttly expected lah.. im surprised tt i even passed.. wtv sia.

oh and to relieve stres, do e things u love. pursue yr passions.. even though yr hw is at stake. erm. wait tt sound wrong wtv. hahas. tdy was listing my list o passions in class.. realised tt i love so many things lah.. will i b ever to pursue em all?? haii. me n my great expectations for myself. sheesh.

music. guitar, drums, bass. designing. graphic design. sketching. webdesigning. collecting rubbish. hicards. models. miniatures. painting and assembling them. then theres tkd. badminton. hiphop. and most importantly, DRAMA. arh. howhowhow.

anw now cca rite.. lets see. acting in ju ren, in xuan chuan and now also in wu li.. some post i share w dear lk.. (: lk n yh.. if ever u read this.. must rmb to happy kay! and yq bn cm if u read this.. must do wtv i just said kay.. cheerup! ^^

tml got smbo til q late.. hai.. damn lei nw lah.. wat e hell m i still dng here loh.. wtv sia. i want a new com. i seriously cant stand the photoshop in e other com. and this com is damn lag. n both coms e internet sucks. rar. nw using e lanner com. i wanna make a new lay. soon. i hope..

hope i can commit myself more to cca.. hmmz. hope mi mom will understand everything lah.. plsplspls. (:

MUST BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY and less dao in e mornings. actly i feel damn gek at some ppl in mi class ah. but keeping everything to myself.. cos i dun lik to fa xie unnecessarily.. ill talk to jo one day. shes lik e onli person i can talk to. and min too (: hai. JO LETS LUNCH TGD ONE DAY! ^^

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whee so random (:

SUM 41 ROCKS. listening to 88 now. yay solo! wanna improve my guitar lah.. but.. classical only.. ): smone get me an elec leh hahas. :D

i wan march to b over.. den i can continue smsing.. but yeah.. must stop smsing tt mch liao.. rationing smses! ^^ so can last longer hahas.

DENDEN JIAYOU! :D

time now 00:10 whoo. gnite ppl. (: