actly i forgot what i initially wanted to post. i shall post a few lines of thought which i said today which chatting with my fren. :)

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im.... trying to get over it
to say negatively = numbing myself
to say positively = changing my perspective
=)
see. theres two ways to view everything
so must always look at the positive one! ^__^
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YAY I MUST BE HAPPY W MY LIFE LAR I DUN CARE
I TOLD MY FREN MUST JIAYOU
SO I MUST JIAYOU TOOOO >.<
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sometimes when im happy
dunno whether im truly happy
or im just being fake =P
but yeah
den must be happy ^_^
i wonder what happened to my old self
i cheer myself up w simple things
lik OMG I FINISHED MY GEOG =DDD
i guess when u enter JC
u grow older as well
u think of more things, u cross more lives, u noe more ppl
so u tend to think more. what rlly makes u truly happy?
have u been pian-ing yrself all the while
and WHO makes you happy
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i contort to social pressure T.T
but yeah
im getting out of it
decided i shd make my own choices
get my priorities right
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weds totally changed my mood + perspective on life =)
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quarells n bad moods are just part of life lar
yeah
so i guess sometimes u just have to ren n get over it
and maybe tell some ppl whom u rlly trust to just calm u down
ppl who are ABLE to caml u down is also impt
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"u cant b frens w everyone so its good enuff tt u have a few close frens. n shd b happy for tt!" --thx jo!
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sometimes it just feels great to have someone who's sane and understands how you feel and knows how to calm you down and bring you back to sanity
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if u dun understand the above, nvm :) but whoa i can come up w all tt in ONE convo. today was a day of geog piahing and happy friend making. loving s63 all over again? im not too sure abt tt yet. XD but hey, must be positive. :) newcomers are niceeeee wheeee ^____^