it's really odd. how i can get so emo lately. and so easily summore. like. what do i live for anyway? to mug? to study? is that what a student now is supposed to do? just produce good results and make your parents happy and not worried? sorry hor. wo bu shi wan neng de. =.=

omg im damn scrwed lar. on top of sch work i still got house work to do. n i totally have no time. or no motivation. and then all the work just piles up.

lik how i have a whole week's worth of clothes to iron.
lik how i have 3 weeks's worth of accounts to do.

argh!! so pissed. geog timed assignments, lecture test, maths lecture test and econs lecture quiz all over. kinda lifts some burden but still, cant b too happy til the result are back. and if theyre poor results, even worse. my studies now srsly q cmi lar. n i rlly dun wanna disappoint anyone agn. but if i dun go mug i will stat disappointing. n im not one who mugs. =.=;

some ppl can just go pursue their dreams. but since young i was never told to do so. just told to be good and have good results. so then, do i have any dreams anyway? what do i ever want to be after im no longer a student? what use is all the stuff im studying now to what im gg to do in the future? no one noes yet lor. not even me. i srsly have no goals in life lar. just to play hard n dont get pwned. :P

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NEVERMIND.

today was a rather good day. :) 1 hour of geog became 1 hour of piahing chem. chem was fine cos holy was in a good mood. 1.5 hour break spent will more asshole daidee. chem lect getting abit.. blur. but nevermind still can follow. i... think. pw once agn our grp is not complete. and i wasnt in a very good mood so.. SORRY LAR. :( ct session was good tho. the acres guy did a very good job. :D then huangcheng stuff. i rlly feel at ease when im with the huangcheng peeps. ahh the power of huangcheng. ^_____^ pokesanni. :))

tkd! ivan rmbs my pattern better than i do. :P why nv go join competition!! T.T anw we also ran away 1/2way to watch MAD's rehearsal. i think its chao nice. wish them all the best. omg ladder!! <33 and yupp its rlly damn nice lar. except i still think some part very messy.. got 3 sections to watch. but we were sitting damn close to the stage la so.. haha. our fault oso XD

THXIVANYOUMAKEMEVERYHAPPY. :)

yes. THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

im thinking of putting some random indo song on my blog just cos no one understands it. :)

sorry la gt smt wrong w me today.