elections. when it boils down and sinks in, im actly quite. sad. :( i wanted to get it. i wanted to prove something. i wanted to prove that i can actually DO something. i wanted to prove something to my parents. tt im not just a piece of scrap. that i can actually do aomething? but ohwell. theres always better contenders out there and i can never match up to them. :( what do you want me to do anw? the whole world doesnt revolve around ME okay? why do you expect so much anyway! im not lik superwoman or something! :( congrats to the 3 daozhangs! you guys are definitely worth it and hope yall do a good job kay! LOKKY ANNI AND MELWAN :) love u guys! :D DAOZHANG!! ^______^ and also congrats to SUAYU the 主席 KIANYANG the 副主 YICHENG the 总务 JONATHAN the 崔场 and everyone everyone else in 执委/筹委! :)))

xiao huangcheng was quite a success! at lst our play had a storyline and everyone had their fair share of laughs. ^^ i love huangcheng seniors! they are damn crazy and damn fun!! :DD throwing newspaperballs! and other crazy crazy stuff. XD being w huangcheng ppl just makes me happy :) and for once took bus home damn late (cos mom nv let b4 but last nite she nt free XP) and took 852 w liangxun borui n jinhao! lols reached home at lik 10.30 mom q pissed but OHWELL.

pls lar not lik i do this everyday rite? ITS JUST A CCA DAY ITS JUST A CELEBRATION FOR US ITS JUST TO STAY BACK AND CELEBRATE OUR NEW LEADERS IS THERE A PROBLEM WITH THAT? haiz. :( just once in awhile oso cannot. i got go home u shd b happy enough kay. =.= need more freedom. :(

today was grading! woke up early reached damn early n in the end waited damn long just for our turn cos were right at the back so have to wait for the massive no.s of white + greenbelters lol. :) hmm i think it was quite okay! :D at least din do any major mistakes!... i think. :/ got taeguk 4 for optional pattern lar! my worst. =.= but i wasnt asked to repeat! so its... okay? :))

oh then sparring. was TERRIBLE. omg i sparred both ppl frm the instructor's other club. woah siao they all kick DAMN below belt lar! so now i got this stupid bruise on my inner thigh or smt cos the person lik JABBED w her toe or smt. no1 nv hold back. wahlao its supposed to b semi contact! then no2 its clearly below belt. no3 YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO KICK W YR TOE! bahhh. the bruise is lik tiny but black and lik OUCH. T__T and at a damn erm. unsightly place. =.=;;; hence erm cant b seen tho so i shd b erm happy? XD

it ended earlier than i thought so i cld went out w kenny ivan hong chris yooj and SOMEONE. XD erm i still dunno who tt someone is. :P so yeah just went to nearby eng wah at tp to watch sunrise SUNSHINE (omg i actly got the name wrong lar argh!). some parts quite.. gross. but overall i think the show was very nice. (omg i love love futuristic machines arghhhh! ^^) (i think they're supercool! ^_____^) oh and anyway the story's nice and has some meaning to lik. how much we can change our fates and all tt lar. yupps.

aft tt had some VERY NICE 珍珠奶茶!!! ^____^ omg the 奶茶 itself was super nice and the correct taste and the pearls were soft and squishy and supernice!!! haha tts why i just HAD to say this. x)) then went arcade for awhile to play noob percussion mania. :P i rlly damn noob lar. :( better at ddr but tt arcade dun have XD had parapara too tho but of cos dun dare to play and 献丑 infront of everyone. ^^

and then im home. and slacking agn. :P but now rlly have to piah lah. so many things due tml T.T geog essay! PI! geog tutorial! maths tutorial! ermerm. chem tutorial! argh its lik everything lar. and have to do econs too!! ahhhhhhh!

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It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you

i 心痛 whenever i hear this line. :( its just lik a similar line in Bukan Diriku by Samsons (which i dun have!!!) T_____T its just damn sad lar.

Walau ku masih mencintaimu (although i still love you)
Ku harus meninggalkanmu (i have to leave you)
Ku harus melupakanmu (i have to forget you)

the feelings just damn sad damn heavy lar. lik how u love someone/thing so much and have given your all to him/her/it yet u have to let go and there's no other choice. T___T emoemoemo. 心痛心痛心痛!! x(

haha thx zx for the song!! ahh listening to it lik siao now haha. nvm poor quality at lst now i have it!!!! wheeeeeee ^_________________^ Should I stay, or should I go..

to end off, quiz time! ^^

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You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

You Belong in Summer

Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world... You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day. Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather.

You Are: 80% Dog, 20% Cat

You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally.

woof.