everyone's saying how JTS was fun. makes me even sadder about my life =.= havent been to a SINGLE JTS/STJ ever since i entered JC. hah. WHAT LIFE. but i don't blame them (even though jealousy is a real thing) (as in, really) cos they prolly really had a lot of fun anyway. (: nope its not nice to blame anyone esp when its not their fault. eh. yah. HAH. -bighints-

oh well i've learnt to accept it. or have i, really? why am i still writing all this then? hmmmmmm.

when will i taste that sweet sweet taste of freedom? ):

'you missed so much!' i srsly hate these words. i've heard it all too often and felt tt feeling of jealousy and missing out all too often. more often than most, i believe. beh i hate emoing.

maybe its just another phd day.


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weds aft blocks was damn fun. :) srsly. aft the low aft the hype of huangcheng, i was really low. and also beacuse of all the thngs tt happened before and during huangcheng ESP THIS YEAR made me vvv GRAH with everything alr. cant go out, cant do nuthin. and huangcheng is NOT a waste of time. dont mock my passion.

so yeah. could go out on weds. it was great. (: to breathe fresh air, to have a good laugh and chat after a looooong while (which is actually why i love huangcheng so much. :D oman i miss huangcheng AHHHHH STOP PHDING) okay must stop digressing. anw. went to PS, had a nice cosy lunch XD (cosy as in squeezy too haha) then just walked around everywhere in PS. we din even do anything lik watch the movies. we just literally window shopped (and shopped a bit la) and talked and crapped and ahhhh just tt alone made me so happy for the rest of the day (even though technically aft i reached home at ard 6 i ehh spent the 'rest of the day' and another 8 hours the nxt day slping but yeah tts out of point XD)

siew jin wj eileen yuting weiseng :D lovessss 63.

its like i never get to spend as much time as i would like to w my class (JTS STJ u geddit) so i treasure all these tiny little even fei outings alot :) haha random.

and yeah if u din catch it, i slept for 14 hours straight aft i reached home aft tt. it was to catch up with (about) 2 months of severe lack of slp. i have now healed completely :D

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tues was... never mind the chem. aft tt went to study w yc in the lib. tho we werent totally productive (lol bobby carroting!) for the 1st few hours XD and prolly the next few as well cos i was asking him how to do almost every one of the rev qns i attempted. and anw chem has drained my brain so much i couldnt think. and i had no mood to study as well =____=

anw thx yc for pei-ing wo. haha. might not seem lik much to b studying there but hah the company counts :D at lst i got someone to crap w. AND TO LEND ME A COMPASS! hahahaha XD yayeee (:

and im not gonna buy u a drink or anything for tt matter so deng jiu jiu bah! XPP but i'll always be there for a listening ear tho :D tts all poor me can offer ^^

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i went out today aft much..... trouble. yeah. shant delve into that.

anw wanted to fix mp3 at some place near outram so spent about 15mins getting lost at the mrt (=_____=) and then another 1hr doing fei at outram cos guess what -- ITS A PUBLIC HOL! hahah so the shop obviously wasnt open. whoo smart. and yeah got srsly lost there cos all the one way roads plus my super duper uncomprehensive map is lik HUH but ohwell at lst now i know how to get there and back again. :D wasnt a wasted trip after all! ehh. kinda. ^^

then went to bugis just to walk walk and look c look c (: bought manga (haha kill me XP) i miss reading =.= i dunno why. i wanna read. and read and read and read and indulge and read.

then the rest are shopping for dinner and blahblah not worthy of note.

i came home on time. hah.

i STILL want a nice black chained nechlace w a nice pendant. (: (its on my wishlist! -points- wahha)

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i srsly, srsly, srsly, miss huangcheng a LOT. it might not seem like much right after it, esp when block test mugging suddenly hit us full force and we had no time to think or reminicise (cant spell sorry) but.. not that blocks is over. i start to think back of the times at amphi, at b107 and a207, hall, school in general (esp when its dark XD) and of course, victoria theatre. i miss huangcheng. a lot. ):

i still can't believe its over.

well its not. (: cos the huangcheng spirit lives forever! WE ROCK SIAZ.

我们明年黄城夜韵再见!!!!!

i shall wait. (:

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ohnoes now i need to find another production/big thing to join nxt year if not ill feel weird to not be involved in anything big aft 6 years of drama/production involvement. :/ haha chingay maybe? :D hoho.

this is a freaking long post. twas nice to rant. hooray. (:

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i wish anyone who still has any papers all the best!! :D

i wanna watch movies!
- step up!
- spiderwick!

and i still want my threadless XP last day tomorrow though XD ohwellzz

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that felt good.