sometimes i feel like just an idiot idiot idiot what's the point of trying to look good/impress when in the end you just make yourself even more urgh. i hope i can change this stupid habit of mine and revert back to the REAL me. albeit a little dumb and eh. obviously out of touch with the rest of the world T.T but yes. i have to be true to myself! better stop daydreaming and haha maybe use tt extra think too much brain of mine to do smt more eh. constructive? eheh.

crafting sounds good. :D

okay very good ive finally gotten down to posting this which has been bugging me since monday. :X